Some reflected thoughts!

Hi!


Coming for sharing those 3 key points for the structure of Reason.
(the other word key in Spanish was especific of the genetic anthropology or just genetics: "especiación", the incoming of a new species, I did not know the right word, True).
Nice Videos.
That Song is Bringing Memories Back to me, some Childish Projects for the Future, adequated to my age now, though all that's been going around with me for last years, Hope on Time.
Now I've got a new "title", not nobiliary one, but Better: grandpa. Yes
Adequated to my age, mental one. I am not Caring for the Babies for this Reason, I'm just Doing because I Want, but it's Possible There I may find some kind and honest emotional shelter for me when I grow older. Who knows. But, by now, it's simply Heartfelt; even though now I'm much more feet on earth about the daily living with kids, Still Heavenly, anyway.
Well, points, Need spanish, just as summary:
"1) Metafisicidad del cambio: nuestro sistema cognoscitiva ha evolucionado para fijar conceptos, pero no para determinar su evolución en modo objetual, de ahí, entre otras cosas, el carácter metafísico-transcedente (respecto de nuestra propia conceptualidad lógica) de la abducción cognoscitiva; y, también, de ahí, todos los problemas de Ser de Parménides o del tiempo en San Agustín, que se reducen, en su núcleo problemático, a la transición del Ser al no-Ser y del tiempo como presente al tiempo como pasado, o futuro. Sin más.
2) La necesaria apertura abductiva y supralógica, en términos de objetivación conceptual posible, de la razón transcendente como rasgo funcional de nuestra mente operativa (la mente opera por medio de conceptos, identificables con estados mentales espíficos de carácter representacional, tanto de objetos de la realidad o de la ficción, así como de sus correspondientes teorizaciones, de carácter igualmente conceptual, en su consecución final).
Esto se da, en diferente modo, en 3 tipos de constitución cognoscitiva en la mente, para:
- constitución aprehendida (comprensión de elementos presentados explícitamente de forma lingüística-conceptual)
- constitución abductiva (creación de conceptos muto propio y ex novo)
- constitución recreativa (creación de mundos de ficción, alternativos, aunque sólo hasta cierto punto, del percibido como real)
3) Imposibilidad de la aprehensión del Ser en el modelo lógico-causal de la Modernidad.
Las categorías históricas fundamentales que explican este carácter son:
- Categorías del marco cognoscitivo kantiano, espacio y tiempo
- La lógica supracognitiva de Wittgenstein
- La apertura de la imaginación y el resorte de la intuición prospectiva (donde los factores simbólico y "bioemotivo" son estructuralmente claves como elementos directores y propulsores de cada logro constitutivo de conocimiento, en términos funcionales y, si bien, en grado distinto en función de la tipología antes descrita) como ejes necesarios (sine qua non) del pensamiento humano.
4) Esto, asimismo, supone la inevitabilidad del elemento espiritual en la plenitud existencial y ética del ser humano. Donde, de acuerdo con muchas teorías espiritiuales, teológicas y filosóficas, es preciso ser consciente de todo lo anterior, así como poner en práctica los procesos mentales de la autocosnciencia práctica por superación del pensamiento lógico-causal de dominación intelectiva de cualquier potencial objeto del entorno biológico, y por consecución de estados más elevados de consciencia supramaterial, de paz y, por tanto, de bondad, con los consiguientes y enormes beneficios potenciales para la encarnación social de estas experiencias por medio de una convivencia superior en grado, en lo que respecta a nuestra humanidad más propia e íntima, como individuos biológicos con existencia material, social y, además, substancialmente, transcendente".

Hi,
had to come because now I do actually think I've Got it, I mean I don't need to say I think (but others should say it, I mean "he thinks", before critizising what I say and, hopefully, for after saying: "yes, OK, Eureka, he's Great!" ).
This "Happy", Pharell Williams, is Tremendous Good.
Now coming back to what I said before:
it's possible we would not need the "non random meting" in the case the evolutionary mutated gens, specific terms the ones that in the future are going to fix the species, are totally dominant comparedly to all other "alelos" pairs existing in the same species (the dominancy/recessive character of gens is a relativistic one, we need to compare all gens to all for saying who is each one related to other one).
But it's well known the recessive gens can also bring to well fixed changes for new species, so...
This was it!
(I can not cover my for the finds and to the beating rhythm of the Song!)


ps: Brooke Beautiful Adored!!

Hi!


Today 238 fixed ones Songs, I Like them (though there're More), and some almost fixed words for get written for essay.
Good job.
Nice Videos!
Sharing Hug!
On the Loving, Seeing later Fine!!

Hi, Rested.
I was
I've stopped and I've breathed Well, and Rested.
Taking the day EASY, and the weekend too.
Now Feeling Well.
It was a very too much focused and brutal thinking period of 7 days, accumulated to all before.
time for calmy
Obviously, Loving!!
Now staying for some while with writing nothing
I'm bitting my tongue now, in the calmy, thinking about the Hug and You on Delightful state of mind and Heart.
Seeing later, "Calmy" (I don't believe myself!! ) Hug!!

Hello, good day going,

quite far away from any kind of romanticism (the pulling of the mist around, in real life disturbing, has been too much to my mood; as much as, also, my Focusing on the task, train who needs no rails), have to say I'm going well and at the normal level of efficacy on results of tasking.
Good, because it's important.
I'll know if it's a genius task by the results. I mean, if it's not much listened (even not published better to my ego, then, coherently ), it will mean this (I'm calm about the fact it's not that bad for the opposite reason).
Wishing very best. Treat me as the Human Person I am: Respect my intimacy and let me Work. Please, remember how the actual state of the world is, I mean, the state of the planet for our survival in the next decades, even before than centuries to be shown as a true problem. You can bet we're not contacting ETs before this situationscomes (if we're focused in it as occident and its cultural sons have been focused in making money just for making money.. well, then I shut up, it's not about coherence then, just about the spirit of the video-games brought out to real life, the Most Usual thing).
For this, all the task from people who may Truly help for healing our society and our planet, should be considered as the real thing they are, not animals or things, as in my case. It was not necessary all the process, I Always Told the Truth; and it was not fair to use me for any goals (perverted from the same moment all started, for the evil of the lie and the unhumanity towards another human being).
God bless.
Very Focused, Good in the inside still. Though, as I said, romanticism is gone. Normal.
Love and Peace!
Seeing tomorrow fine.
How is it possible all of you conspirers, powerful people, could think a person like me would accept all the brutal intromission! I'm still at it.
Well, I'm Still Caring about Your Sons and Grandsons. True, from the Heart.

This is the actual state of the index for the essay. I've edited it since the last time, and this is not the last one.
I've added a couple of things like the issue of faith or the confrontation between the psycologic role of the subconscient and the cognitive pulsion under the transcendent stream up of the sense of truth, as a constitutive one; another chapter, etc.
I'll be working. That's for sure.
"1.- Orígenes y desarrollo del reduccionismo racionalista hiperbolizado de base cartesiana.
2.- Crítica fenomenológica de Descartes: los problemas del método cartesiano. Un punto de partida para una nueva filosofía de la consciencia.
3.- El pensamiento simbólico: una introducción primera a la comprensión del pensamiento metafísico innato y natural.
4.- Un intento de refundación positiva de la filosofía afuera del sujeto de Habermas; notaciones definitivas sobre la indeleble subjetividad.
5.- Cómo afrontar la nueva demarcación epistemológica de la razón.
6.- Argumentación epistemológica de la teoría de la Evolución: significado filosófico de la teoría evolutiva. Análisis en perspectiva ontológica del concepto biológico de especie. La emotividad como factor clave para la aptitud supervivencial y su implicación originaria en la razón integral (MEJORAR Y ALARGAR UN POCO ESTE ÚLTIMO PUNTO, CON DAMASIO)
7.- Los principios de la nueva neurociencia como acervo metodológico fundamental para la comprensión de la naturaleza y los límites de la consciencia, dimensión existencial de la razón.
8.- Lenguajes lógico-matemático científico (HABLAR DE LA FIABILIDAD EPISTÉMICA DE LA CIENCIA) y natural. Límites del lenguaje; como objetivación del mundo y como expresión del pensamiento (Giro naturalista de la filosofía de la ciencia; justificar su conveniencia moderadora del positivismo y su conexión con lo dicho antes; Damasio). Precisiones intuitivas sobre el pensamiento lógico-matemático (lógica aristotélica y lógica de Wittgenstein del Tractatus, meramente relacional; y crítica del lenguaje, su lógica y, en s. obra, sus juegos). Comparación crítica con la filosofía (vid. Textos Nietzsche, punto 18.1)
9.- Pensamiento descriptivo de la realidad (pensar y conocer, lo mismo: el pensamiento cartesiano=reflexión; problemas/virtudes del subconsciente, recordando el simbolismo; ESTRUCTURAS DE LA REALIDAD-MENTE: MUY IMPORTANTE: LA EXPERIENCIA, diferenciando Clásicos/Locke/Chomsky/). Análisis general previo del pensamiento desde la base de lo metalingüístico (algo estructural; más que lo que supone el caso concreto de la metáfora; CRITICAR LA MATEMATIZACIÓN DEL UNIVERSO COMO FUENTE ABSOLUTA DE CONOCIMIENTO –Pascal, Hume, Rorty).- El problema de la objetivización como linealidad lógica y categorial en el plano epistémico unidimensional (animales). . -Pavlov (Muy Importante)- El pensamiento prelingüístico: el principio de la abstractividad transcendente: (relacionar con: el mono y la ramita; y crítica a giro lingüístico y hermenéutica; recordar mi ejemplo al ir al trabajo y al caso de John Milius) La pulsión cognitiva.
10.- La transcendencia natural del ser humano (justificar la unión de todo en un único capítulo de acuerdo con los 3 de Wittgenstein). El Sentido como narratividad racional, metafísica, normativa y existencial. La plenitud ontoepistémica fundacional: biología y espiritualidad racionales (contra todo prejuicio decimonónico)..
11.- Objetivo de este ensayo (Pascal). 12.1.- El Ser: 1) Principio de identidad y principio de causalidad (leer metafísica Aristóteles parte recomendada Toni) 2) El absoluto. Penrose-Hawking: Principio de censura cósmica y las singularidades; Las paradojas originarias 12.2.- La libertad (Conciencia central y conciencia ampliada en Damasio, libro 2011). El derecho del autor a su creación (prolongación del espíritu). La Fe (distinto de lo irracional y elemento constitutivo esencial de la vida transcendente). 11.3.- Consecuencias: La desproblematización natural de la metafísica en el sujeto y la sociedad autoconscientes, como recurso teórico-práctico fundamental de la vida: en el conocimiento, la ética y el arte.
12.-. Justificación de la ubicación de este capítulo (en el final): importancia de la verdad (la verdad es condición sine qua non de la vida, desde animales; y con la transcendencia se convierte en elemento constitutivo del alma). El papel del subconsciente vs la pulsión cognitiva. La verdad en su doble vertiente epistémica y axiológica: lo epistémico como inseparable de lo ético (recordar mucho a Habermas, por su ayuda en la externalización de lo que he planteado aquí; y Aristóteles y Kant –ver si localizamos a Hartmann). La necesaria implicación de la ética y la moral en el conocimiento (pag 126 textos Miquel; mis últimas reflexiones sobre Kierkegaard y Pascal; Wittgenstein “sub specie aeternitatis”). La realidad egoísta del yo cognitivo-técnico frente a la dimensión de los valores morales superiores: EL PRINCIPIO DE EMPATÍA".

Only adding that this medicine, and any other one, has to be prescripted by the professional, the corresponding doctor. It's not possible to start using any chemical treatment by oneself or by what somebody friend may share.
Just saying, some necessary global caution.
Now totally calmy about the saying.
And for You, Tender Big Hug Tremendous!!
Oh my, How Adorable You Are, oh my Goodness.

How are we going!
I am coming from a middle intense stretched walk under the morning sun. Recovered energy (yesterday's night, even though I did go again beyond the "barbotine" I did take care for the rest).
I've become "friends" (this is not second meaning it's nice thing) to vespers who are very close to a place where I get hanging on for stretching the back and arms. When they "see" me, they get doing the same or even go a little more undercover, really. Friendly instinctively connection. Sometimes things like this do happen to me, with some birds on the way also, flying around.
I'm saying this because I think today I did UNINTENTIONEDLY kill a vesper. Yes, I think I did sit down on it, for one stretching (I don't do so many, but one of them is already touching the ground by the ass, while I'm hanging on, catching a line). I'm sorry. Well, I reall hope they are not taking vengeance for this, it was not a guilty thing because I did not know, True, but from now on I'll be more careful. True. Respecting Nature.
I remember one day (these things said to me were quite usual at my 20's, I think it had to be true that on those days, when I was , the most usual thing, I had to be attractive guy -I'm OK about myself today too, but this is not the main line now) somebody asked me, when I was coming from the doctor, if I had comproved I was as beautiful in the inside as in the outside...
As usual, I was too for saying anything, but now after good number of years, I think, and I don't need doctors for this, that in the inside I am actually more beautiful than before.
If the living is not too devastating (though, there's Always a Good Way, We Can Build Up Ourselves, as More and More New Theories are Proving on these days; nothing compared to the Future Coming about it), and there's some minimus resilience, years are usually making us all better, as Persons we are.
Well, this was the sharing. Now, Task. Brain, heart, mind OK. Not transcending to the Soul, actually, some rest on it; though I'm not complaining at all about it neither.
God Bless.
Very Nice Good True Loving Hugs!!

Hi, Nice morning,
how are things!
Here, quite well.
Much easier modes.
It's not robotic at all, though I can clearly look like this. You can believe it is totally biologic. And it needs tons of hard training for years. On selfconscience, "modulating" (re-creating, almost, I'd better say) neurones connectivity.
And well, about the conclusions of mine, about the World: to comprove if it's all from the imagination I'm explaining in my essay, beside other things, or there's something else more objective; take a look to the evolution of global temperatures of the planet and its effects. And then, think about the reasons for getting this situation and the reasons for not only doing nothing about it, even though knowing everything about, but also doing for, less or more conscienciously on the daily living (more intentionedly or not), making things worse year by year. We're only needing some sincerity, freedom and working brain.
But I do honestly Believe it's Possible to turn out the situation into a better one for all. And, though, who talks these ways about this Subject, can easily similar ways about many other Ones, less or more unfortunated the same. It's not about "only see the bad side", it's about thinking about how it could be all, the World, if things and People did make them and Lived differently, accordingly to some Well Known Values, but bringing them into the Reality and not only into he texts.
Anyway, as a Great Poet and Artist said, I Can Perfectly Live in this World Healthy ways; but I -and any other Healthy one- Do Need so Much those other Better Worlds from the Imagination.
I'd say more, as Martin Luther Kind said, in different words but for the same meaning; the Real World itself does Need this Imagination, this Power of Dreams.

Good morning,

how are things!
Maybe I was wrong, maybe it's true that something I did do and share in this place was useful and could help. Yes, I think so.
Now I've got to take my talent to new administrative files... and to my Try for a published essay.
I am not angry with everybody. That's True, I Swear.
And, in any case, I'm not thinking about any kind of revenge neither. True.
I'm Only focused in the goodness I may achieve, and provide.
For this, I am doing this.
I'll be working so hard, but so healthy.
And I'll not be coming as usual. Less or more as she may make her posts, or even less frequently and, in any case, never coincidentally on time.
I'm not angry with her. True.
It's just the way life is.
I'm sure we can work together for the better future and the better us.
Here we're going, God Bless You All!

Well, good morning!
How are things!!  Here they could be running much worse.
Yesterday I could not read nor think for the whole evening and night.  Some accident in the Family (I Know it's Known) that I had to take care about.
Fortunetely, it's something that's going to be totally Solutioned in a couple of weeks or a month.  Thanking the good intentions I see
What I said yesterday it was true.  Coherently to the last index for the essay, and making some not too big changes on it,  as long as the title of the essay is related to the integrated reason, because this is naturally related to those concepts that go beyond the traditional perspective.  The same derivation along the lines of the text, from the starting title, that talks about the reason but also contains the seed of what's going to be explained, as the first step for it; will be the good explanation; and that's not easy at all because it's quite good changing on our perception of the human.  I'm not going to judge if this is good or bad, I'm just trying to explain the natural structures of our essence that, also, truly make possible to be really tremendous, as good.  Obviously, by bringing some lines about how this judgements, moral type, do work (and we can make they truly work: structures and "function") by the playing of this Reason, different, maker of the human spirit.
Many best greetings. God Bless.
Brooke Loving, my manhood, though always less or more hurt (as other things even more important), was never in real danger
Now tasking hard.  Seeing later fine and nice.
Good Hug!!

Hi!!


I did Watch some Interview on Tremendous Robert Redford.
Fundamental Person to the Cinema History, all along his Life and in Progress: his Actual Work for Sundance is just Priceless to the Artistic Activity of Film Making, and to Culture, global terms.
I remember I did go to the cinema to Watch "The Clearing".  I think I did even make one of those little reviews for the newspaper I used to do for those times (hopefully, they're getting forgotten when I pass away and getting into the big letters of human history ).
It did leave with such a bitter taste, though it was a Good Movie.
The last one I've Watched, "All is Lost", was Simply Tremendous.  And his physical Performance did leave me
I'd Recommend this Movie to Everybody, because there's some Spirit in it that's not only Magical but also Meaningful for the Living.
It's Tremendous this man, Robert Redford, did travel to Europe for having a different perspective on the USA, from the outside of it.  At 18 years old!
I think I did read he also had, this time not only as fiction as had his Friend Paul Newman in "El juez de la horca" (Robert Redford, also, did play a quite similar role to his Beloved Friend, Mentor of Tom Cruise, Working with Brad Pitt for a couple of Bright times!), some Innocent, Kind and Sexy "affaire" with Ava Gardner, when they coincided in Europe.
God Bless, my True Admiration.  This was just my personal little Tribute; though He Deserves many more and Much Bigger than this.

Hello Hi, Adorable


I think it's possible I am getting close to be able to start taking the Task I've got ahead, for long time, as something different and better to me.
More than, Oh my, I've got all this and I have to finish and...
This other one: imagining scene from "The karate kid", where Mr. Miyagy is "teaching" karate to Daniel by the painting of a fence (very remembering of another scene from the Book "The Adventures of Tom Sawyer", though different perspective, of course)...
When the kid has finished a first part, thinking it was all, Miyagy says: oh, no, no acabado... toda valla", showing him up with the extended palm going around in a cercle all the extension of the surrounding fence of his house.
What I want, and I think I'm already doing it, to do "like" is the "satisfaction", close to some childish cruelty (made for the less or more comic additional global making of the sense of the scene), teacher is showing on his face while telling "... toda valla"
Though, in this case, I'm the teacher and the pupil at once, on my task.
I've still got so much to enjoy, and learn, by the doing of my neverending task.
Thinking about all these things on the way up and ahead... is very Exciting. Truly.
Hugs and Hugs, and I'm of for the !!

Hi!!


Ready for the sharing of some ideas, not totally new. All I need now is the findind of the soundtrack for my mindtrack not making "crack"

Obviously, we're all believers, as Spinoza was. P.e., I believe in my limited mind and in my less or more modulated, by the evolution, senses. I believe in the Sense I can catch from them. A Sense that though it's not capturing the essence of the universe or of god, I believe it can capture the essence of mine. And so, I think it can also, somehow, capture the essence of the other human ones (well, I forgot to say that I do believe, also, I'm human ).
Logic and mathematics are structure, that let us making the associativity guided by their specific kind of rules, for the adapted surival in our context of evolution (not quantics, not the horizons of the universe). It's the associativity for the connecting sense, in mind from the environment, of different elements and their relationships, which are always less or more heterogeneous (not necessarily heterosexual ).
I think this heterogeneity is obvious: even the same species do always mean the same or different organisms. From this point, the principle of identity, I am making some much more difficult reflections about the relationship between the principle of causality and the principle of identity, to our minds and in our nature (I've got some first versions written on hand about this subject). Both are involved with logic structures of mind and context (two, mind and context, who are adaptative mirrors; the first related to the second, because we see, since the human is changing the context, the adaptativity is quite far from being as perfect it is in the opposite direction: global warming and more), and there's some essential relationship that I have to get more explicitally naked.
For more, the Godel problems of the logic systems (and mathematic ones, according to the idea that I agree with that all mathematics can be explained, by the understanding and well identified separation of its elements and complex relatioships, by the theory of "groups" -not sure if right expression, it's "teoría de conjuntos") is not a logic problem itself. It's just a problem coming from the self-referenciality, but not for the fixed functionality of logic systems (in our evolutionary context, at the very least).
This problem, fixed by Godel, it's just another prove that we can not say anything else about logics but the fact it's what I say it is, but not what Spinoza, and other rationalists say it is. A human structure, mirrored from the contextual one. In external systems (for these all those cosmologic theories, or all the quantics problems) we can not properly say the same thing, we can not say it with authorized scientistic rigurousity.
And now I've said this, going to the difference intuitive-rational.
The intuitive is just the making of sense by the peircian, Ch.S Pierce, abduction (metaphysical: we will not be able to translate brains, the whole of it, into bits, we'll never achieve to re-create our creative conceptuality, because it's something beyond our understanding; this is obvious and I think I've explained it well; the only translation will be a memory of the brain who once was, but not his biologic structure for creating new ideas; it's just a logic problem, at last: I explained it, from the basic point you can not translate the perfectly logic argument, A=A, p.e., as a demonstration for a non logic context; though the question is very complex, this is very simple).
Of course, the logic is always involved. The intuitivity Spinoza is talking about is never away from his logic structures of thinking. Though he thinks he can not explain it, he can. The problem of the first metaphysic level I talked about the other day is always present, we just need to make the arguments the closer possible to our Sense for communicating it to others, and eventually to ourselves (the graduation of mental states is a reality, though what I'm saying here, but it's not a totally unbreakable barrier).
The rational thinking is just making explicit the logic we've used. But take a look at this: when you're creating new ideas, the origen of it has to be an abduction too, as Pierce said well, because if there's not an intuitive direction for the playing of mathematic arguments, p.e. but we can talk about any other kind of homologued or canonic systems for the explicit presentation of arguments, you're like a blind one in the pure dark: you'll never make any sense. Reflect on it because it's evident and simple. And it's another side of the metaphysics of the mind, and very functional skill of it in fact, I'm presenting.
Some kind of the same abduction is working when we're solving a problem in a exam, though it's different because now it's re-creation of the memory, what we learn, and the finding of the appropiated patterns (those learnt) for making sense upon the presented and problematic reality -a mathematic problem, pe.- to be solved.
In fact, in the purely creative abduction there's no doubt we're using our memories, what we've learnt before; but there's some kind of "jump" on conceptuality that we can not describe or translate into logic-positivistic terms, never. The first "abduction" can be computerized (and made much better by computers than by us), but not the second one. I explained this too.
You can assume some mistaken principles when you're on an intuitive role, as Spinoza about the supposing on the cartesian rationality. Then, the problem is not in the intuitive methode, but in the supposition you're using, among others, for getting your conclusions. But, in the case your supposing is inside of the strict limits of the logic Sense, there's no difference to the rational thinking. I'd say more, this is the fundament and essence of what we traditionally consider as rational thinking. And the scientistic methode is just the confirmation, or not, of your less or more fundamented intuitive global supposition. And there's not any possible chance for confirmations if there's not the previous abduction on anything by the sense making on mind: abstract conceptuality working.


Well, good job. Not enough but I think some meaningful sharing.
The truth is that I am not actually very worried about my prestige to achieve from the publishing of essays, I'm just enjoying the reflections I'm making and its "abstract" sharing.
Well, abstract... I know You're reading what I do write
And more People too!
Big Hugs!!

Now non duplicities, quite clear talking.
It's true it's a weird coincidences, that picture from Pretty baby, with Tremendous Susan Sarandon and Brooke Shields Embraced, was posted the same day my Mother did get her right arm, and ribs for sure, broken.
It not makes any difference to me.
As I said in the post before, taking its rational -as provider of sense- part, I'm the owner of my judgements, and my opinion is not changing from this point. Sense of Mine tells me it quite clear.
Obviously, if anybody was directly physically going to break my Mother's arm, ANY PERSON, I'd very strongly STOP this person.
Both things make big difference between themselves to me.
So, you can bring the covered messaging, if you want, if don't I'm not losing my sleep for it; to its normal, usual and boring places of always since the first time I came.
I'm so tired for the big stupidity I've been suffering from around since I was born, thogh I admit these last years have been a true "sobredosis" of it, I admit ; but I'm not surrendering to the appearently most dominating characters of the human being.
It's true that when I think about her bad experiences from the past, shared to all cardinal points by her I'm not saying anything she did not say before, I get softer and softer; but she's all grown up, and if not, it's only her own responsability.
For this, I have to become more and more strong for making my coming more and more unusual. I almost did give All I'm writing on my Essay in this place.
If anybody is asking me for help, as long as I am not a martir, I'd tell this person that he/she just has to take a look to all my posts since the first day. Obviously, evolutionary (now a call from my Mom, all on its place, including her arm) ways made.
God Bless.

High Huge Hug!!


On the works.
That Picture is Extremely Beautiful and Sweet
Thank You, nerves said at first time in the morning; and my eyes and also my eyed heart say it once again now!!
Calmy, Calmy is Good; and though I'm on the It Touched Very Much my heart this Picture.
How are you doing for Looking more Beautiful and Bright day by day?
The Brookie Picture on Dance is Tremendous and Beautiful too!
See in a Loving while!!
(yes, kissing is Heaven's)

Only a second, on the focused administrative working good, for saying that when I talked about difficulties I was not talking about money, I was not thinking about this subject, but about some other normal familiar problems. I say this because I know the cell of mine is picked, though I don't know till when
Easy doing fine!
God Bless.
Tight Nice Kind Hug!!



ps: now, again to the mindfulness working fine. Seeing later for little easy while. Very Focused

And now that we are on the way.
I'm so Sure I'll not regret, Moral terms, my Decissions.
I'll NEVER forgive, have also to add, these people who came to disturbing, NEVER. As I'll NEVER forgive those who have ever supported them.
this things it's a BRUTAL and UNHEALTHY, EVEN DANGEROUS, thing to me.
God Bless. He will Forgive.

Hi!!


How are You!!, my Very Bright cuteness ...
It has been a quite normal day. I don't think I'm getting asfixiated or exhausted by papers. I'll have extra energy for working evenings and reading nights. I'm very on it, You know.
This veryhardfocusingintodeepestpossibleofall, I Admit, makes me a little more difficult than before the , for normal reasons of uses of brain, but I'm Very, in fact.
The more I think about Adorable Video the more Intense Wills for Hugs!!
Jade context from following Videos does make it even easier to immediately feel.
Moltes besades i càlides aferrades, tot intens i com a concentrat en una.
Speechless Hug!!


ps: appropiated biting of my tongue and lips included from here:67:

Hi!
No jokes about it: i ate a pizza that was almost better than sex.
Eating alive! Some fine lol
It has been a real opening of mind to me, the "sex desobsessioning" successful process.
But, remember: success is always a relative concept!
Some fun fine.
Have to Admit there is actually some kind feeling in virtual world, pulled someway by some help from this place.
I went to dentist today. Not so much task to be done. Good!
But i failed, and went to a different clinic. I did even pay the parking ticket!
Ladies at the place were all eyes. But not for my beauty, but for my insistent asking for doctors ("Rompetechos" me ha, ha, ha for Real). When i noticed, i tokd them that when get right one i will ask for another kind of treatment, related to my brain. They really laughed.
I have changed for better. Something from best times has returned.
Good night, buona notte amore

Hi!!
Honest: Joyful finds on problem of concept, trsnscend. And narrative. Sense!
And for more: also on thinking (logic and abduction working together; and with net argument of ideas too) and some on consciousness. Ah and also easy practic integration of feelings with logic (easiest of all this).
Shared!
Essay is getting so fixed in mind, almost total now. In fact only reading Einst., Hawking, finishing summary Book on Bergson and another on Sartre (his concept of freedom). Two first ones also just some basic texts and remembrances from previous reading (help for second problem from yesterdsy night: ontology of time).
Ah, and also key fundaments found for the being natural and metaphys.
Dancing. But now rest for body and mind.
Big hug, si Inspired!!

Hi!
Once a year can not be so bad... Lol
Childish me watching tigers and lions videos. Beautiful. Though i ALWAYS would like to Totally erase my interest and admiration for physic fight in nature. So True.
Well, in fact i Learnt so by watch when kid., but now i just prefer contemplating the wild Beauty by itself, no violence.
We can Modulate this so much. And serenity, age and maturity is also a change on it too for civilized.
Also, very Calmy have to say that the "working face" was not a experiment, even not a game. It was a valve for calming natural pulsions you know in thosr times, and for calming and assuming not so nice messages to me, as me "Romeo" was feeling about them . True.
Actually, all virtual mess and missunderstandings are true lols to me, superior one.
Ha, ha, ha... Please forget this last stupidity. Our animal side...
Well Good Loving hugs!!
Now easy reading. Its Amazing to me, this reading.
No matter how big or little going to be my help -me Human Free Mature and Independent; how many contradictions together lol-; to know it will exist -existed, exists- brings all moral sense i need for the selfish enjoying of brainy-emotional task.
Beautiful; see you in dreams!!

Hi!


Truly worky day.
When finishing here, going at 3:00 to launch, some rest and to University. Meeting for essay and thesis, after copying from the penndrive for reading on paper all work important shared since the beginning of the year (9.01 I guess, more than 50 pages), later to finantiation dentist...
In the evening-night I've got a basketball match, Madrid-Boston. Wow! Nice!
And, well, now to task well easy focused. Seeing Well, Fine. Big Good Loving hug!!

Hi!
sorry but I'm

The best title for this post is now not "some thinking" but "some fresh water", for both heads and all of the body.
In univ. meeting I started talking almost as accelerated as usual, but not so as before. But as long as time passed (Patient Professor!), and I was Listening to All critics, I progressively became more and more calm. Till in the end, when explaining the philosophic reasons for ending in "Spirituality" and the philosophic ways, arguments and proves, for explaining it; I could see how Very Truly Calmy and Confident I was talking. I mean, usually I thought this speed of talk when it's philosophy was because me many concepts in brain. This is true, probably, but only the second part (I have concepts), because the reason is different: unconfident about my theories.
It's Normal, we may remember how I've been preparing this "brutal" essay in a year, after only 3 years of some few Master Classes and Conferences , but nothing as an official homogeneous degree (this could be seen in the conceptual mistake I made in middle age philo, Real, and another one related to classic; all about periodification and nomenclatures, more than concepts; this was all the substantial critic, the rest for Better Explaining -Blessing All!).
Now I Feel so Confident, Really, upon my Theories. I Know They're Different an Very Important. All goals Need an Effort.
And I have not finished. I have to edit all first part, chapters till number 6, and writing 6 new ones. And I'm Working too. I PROMISE this is taking less than a year to me.
Well, and as "odds" for my full-time dedication I should add, On the FIRST PLACE, this Doing of You... You've Captured, PRISONERS, my Heart and my Heads!! So Much. I Breathe into Deeper than ever by this non Breathing.



ps: the Concentrated Study will get a little more difficult today, but the Very Needed lighter and fluid style will be much easier to get.

Hi!


About first video of the day, where mainly appear two People whom I Truly Respect.
Video in some doble meanings for explaining and try to move me and make me talk, though, as usual, don't know who is exactly promoting this. Because, as I think has happened to me, the fact some do not want to "touch" me, makes I don't clearly know who is messaging and, obviously at once, if this is wanted as a future answer from me.
I am not wishing my situation from these last years even not to my worst enemy. Well, to the mixing video, with names written but with different names visible.
First, about the written. Get Healthy soon, Best Wishes from the Heart.
About the "Darth" connection, have to say I was never talking negative or vengeative ways about any specific person. All I ever did was a Existential Cry. It's Obvious.
Second, about the visible:
- nothing in common about real ages of persons involved
- nothing about types of touch: physical, and mine only virtual
- nothing as indeffension, because it was public and quite innocent (poems of Existential Love and Cry, NOTHING DARK!, obvious). I mean, it was not blaming anybody, and it was nothing about sex, explicit terms at the very least.
- I think people who feel affective interests to her and none to me have been, from the beginning, making a good "necessary and deffensive" job, even before any supposedly real "attack" (I think she can also perfectly deffend herself so well).
- Instead of secrets and separation + motivating me for more (she did it too, of course); what a word, JUST A COUPLE OF WORDS, telling: guy, sorry, but this is not the time. It would have felt like killing me at those times, because it's True I was like desperately Loving, but at the very least now those actual messages to me would have some sense. Now, for all I say, there's not possible relationship between the lifes (events I'm talking about: separation from career, and she pulling Person out of her house).
- the offended Person it was Always me, till the point of involving my Family and my Childhood, though indrectly terms, by very negative ways.


God Bless those Two Beautiful People and All. It's OK.
It's not been fair, but now I do Understand the Reasons why (from others: a) inner pain from someone -I thought illness was truly cured when I came I Swear, we could add this to other reasons I have written before; b) insensitivity from many, even envy, I'd add; c) separation of class -Hollywood against a poor unknown loser- and of nation -me just a "spanish", like a mix between african and "wet back").
These last reasons have been a little raw, but it's the Truth.
Anyway, I think my Fight Has Been Successfull. Not for being Accepted beyond the sea, but at the very least, I Know, Understood as Who I Truly Am (this is not necessarily means, talking just about some possible ones, Affectivity and even not Respect, because envy or hate can make these feelings impossible; though I am not sharing an opinion on this, because I don't exactly know the situation now, all I know is that I've Proved who my Heart and my Mind Truly Are, and my Goodness too).


Well, and on next friday new Big Bang Chapter
My Favorite is Sheldon Character (for evident reasons ; no, really, he's been an Inspiration on the Fun, for Being More Polite and Kind to myself; less or more as the other guys) but I Like All Very Much.
I'm Positively Focused, not much thinking about injustices from the past. What Counts is the Today Doing Now!
I am not asking anymore for meetings, interviews... Nothing! I Shared All I Had to Say about the Love. There was No answer, and I Respect it. I Swear.
Just Friendly Coming Here, making it like some opened cercle to some inner transcendence at once.
Good hug!