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david

david

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PostSubject: Book is finished.   Book is finished. Icon_minitimeWed Jun 20, 2018 6:11 pm

After brutal normal efforts, its done (Know its known), yesterday.
Now to publish.
Ill not come to say It when happen but You can Stay tunned to internet books, ill Try publish by Amazon site.
Everybody can Help their own way.
Helping, to my Consciousness Does mean to stop posting here (Fundamental Rights are Not something to Get secondary positions, its too important).
Anyway, have to say im NOT hating Brooke Shields, Always a Love in my Heart (very Peaceful and Happy and Kind if She ever in person talked to me).
Best Wishing for Wisdom and Goodness.
Sorry for Big letters, im writing on cells and i Cant change this thing that was done automáticamente (as many other strange things happening: Somebody Does instead of me without my Agreements; this is a serious part pf the XXI Living).
Im on Big fatigue but OK.
Here we go.
Greetings Hearted.
(Im too exhausted to cheer for myself on my Own, but the book is a top in my Life; no Matter the social forsaking; its Tremendous and the Feeling of have been Fair to my Duty is HEAVENLY to me).
Mom is Getting Better,  It Will be OK.  Ill be Caring.
Bye.  Me Respectful (no reverences; Respect first means to Care for Dignity of other Ones).
Ill be recovered in couple weeks.  Next month start to Work for another Balanced WISE book.  Im Not obsessed, ill be Living too,.  its a Hobby, very important to me.
PS: editing post: the directed bits Changed to normal letters size, its usual.  This is the Life.
Comparedly, my books are insignificant; Just a hobby, Poorly useful for anything good, though done Heartedly.  Ill be Trying to Live with Dignity for my Family and for me, and on a Calm Balanced Living.
 And  at this exact moment, goal from Spain!!!  wave cheers party smiley

Good Good-bye!   action smiley tongue smiley
And i Think Brooke Shields is a very Admirative Person; problems i had were cause ofo circunstances, my lack of Care, too many People involved and human nature.  I dont Think It was Her fault.
She is a Married Woman...
I was Searching for Hope of Spirituality...
I was wrong, Developing an obsessive and selfish and childish Behaviour.
For each day i have seen more clearly im autist asperger, and its been tragic to Admit It; but now im OK with myself, hoping People be Sensitive about It, for real sometime (i cant be Thankful for the "treatment", cause It was on lack of humanized Touch on too many sides; but i Dont want vengeance for It, cause i Know i Helped other People by handling things; but please, its Enough; Distanced asperger Free to chose ownity Human Right).
Im full of Good Energy, by Just one day resting.
I Really Must Go, i Know; but im going Fine.
Life, and Metaphysics (of mind, of Soul...) Can be si Beautiful.
And today i Know most of practic decissions in my Life, not the virtual  Laughing, after All, were Good (obviously, the theoretic are more than good...  geek).
God Bless!
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david

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PostSubject: Re: Book is finished.   Book is finished. Icon_minitimeThu Jun 28, 2018 9:08 am

Well Exhausted.
Life goes on.
Good-bye.
Beside all the problems and unjustified and unuseful stress (killing thing, in fact) I have been and I am under, you can tell Brooke Shields I think/feel she's a Good Person. It's just Good People "collided" in VERY BAD circumstances and times.
Now I really must go.
Hoping this Life gets a Little better.
For All.
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PostSubject: Re: Book is finished.   Book is finished. Icon_minitimeFri Oct 26, 2018 12:33 am

You are All sure my work is nothing useful but only bad?
Its OK.  Nothing else to be said, the World is Perfect without me, im just a disturber.  Dont worry anymore.
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PostSubject: Re: Book is finished.   Book is finished. Icon_minitimeWed Nov 07, 2018 2:32 am

Im Not challenging the USA, im just telling the truth.  In any case, look at Spain, im "living" and i was born here, and look...
Well, i Honestly Wish i Could be dead now, but i Swear im Calm and non searching for problems.  True.  Im Very Calm; its an Acceptation State of Mind, as im claiming for my freedom and for my humanity.
Im Truly Calm.  Acceptation of Reality, so bad but so True.
Its OK.  Ill just Try to live my Life the Best and the smallest, in terms of my sociality, i can.
God Bless US All.  I Trust!
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PostSubject: Re: Book is finished.   Book is finished. Icon_minitimeWed Jan 23, 2019 1:53 pm

only a Little moment more.
my mind has admitted i am well unprotected before the control that the "forces" are coordinatedly doing on me for the rest of my life.
my mind has also admitted this is the only thing i will ever get as a "reward" for all i have been working for these years; well, this and the social "fames" as the things i talked about (objectively: rude, bad, scared, heroic outlaw, stupid, sexist, clown, autist... this last one is True).
i have Assumed it; quite Peacefully, i have to say, for what it Truly means to any human psycology.
It's very cruel, unfair and tough.  But i have to try to live with it.  im doing it.
the Statu Quo of Forces do Not want me and do Not want anything from me neither.  And the ordinary People feels quite close to it, or just dont care about.
I should have known.
The silly romantic state did open a window of hope on justice for me at last, on my hearted mind, which i should have known was Always just a fantasy.  The integrative mind and the perspectives...
its very probable im not writing anything else.  forget the trilogy, forget even the second book publishing.
The world is a much more wild and dangerous place than "Dave on the bike" could ever imagine on those ways he was, for a free and good hearted mind like mine.
to keep this sacrifice is not worth effort, and it makes no sense.
Back to 2007. It's not exactly an easy surrender at first "fail/defeat" i guess...
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PostSubject: Re: Book is finished.   Book is finished. Icon_minitimeTue Feb 12, 2019 6:21 pm

Came fast to properly apologise.
Because:
I Did Go Too Far on my expressing.  Not so Much the meaning, but the ways...
I have been feeling pain ofcold electricity in my Heart for last years, Very usually.  Its dangerous to health.
The good beside the bad ways of me today is that this cold Heart shocking is over.  I feel It, like i was years before.
I mean, i think some things are never getting solved, but: 1) i Did Big Achieves, 2) i tallked Honest (the heartbeats number is Not blinding me, im trained almost as a competition athelete) and True; keeping some little hopes un any case.
More: 
I was looking as mad Guy from start.  I had repressed All those Feelings, my Grandma had just passed away, the familiar and social past i had Not overreached Enough (Never Totally, but there are levels...)... It was like a craziest chance with no Much real Nor Conscious Sense.
I See this was seen and faced almost from the start (second forum lines -funny cause It was made only with a line...-, new workmates coming ---who had been policeman-...).  Im under fire since 2007!!!!
We'll, its done.
Now There're No juatifications, but i Know It All Will continúe (funny, experiments, break my social image, be Sure im Not a problem in any case, Fix a message of non evitable violence by my justified angry reactions...).
Have to say im Very Calm at this point.  And im Fine at work (this is Very Much!), And with the Family (im Visiting my Girls Soon!!!).  And im Proud of my phylosophy (im a Genius, so complete and unique; and i Hate to Admit It, but its psycologically Necessary for once).
And im Proud of what i Did!
And id like mi ideas were easier to understand and Better explained, but im Not God... Too Obviously.
Recognizing i Actually have is Enough.
The experts Will need decades to Admit what i reached to explain; and its just Normal i Cant see It in my living years.
We'll, that was All.
I Will be Fixed in my Duties, and ill Live the Best i can.
Please, dont understand literally, or by the averaged psycologic parameters, the música i may listen (i Never meant anything more than a personal metaphore for Life, Reason and Heart).
And send Please my Kind, Loving and Friendly Greetings to Brooke from the Heart.
And Truly Best Wishing Everybody! 
God Bless!
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PostSubject: Re: Book is finished.   Book is finished. Icon_minitimeThu Feb 14, 2019 4:28 pm

it was a very big mistake, probably the largest of my life, to come to the "public" eye to make tributes.  And i only increased the range and the size of my mistake, when i decided to fight for what i thought was fair; and more when i decided to investigate and to share some sense.
i hope you may forgive me.
it will not be so easy to myself, but i think i will be able to live less or more well with it; cause when you see the way the others consider you... then it's all much Easier.
Goodness, Peace and Health!
God Bless! action smiley
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