New One Post!

How I Feel is ALL FOR YOU!!


I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY, DEEPER AND DEEPER IN MY SOUL!!

Hello!!


It's not that I don't like the 499 number of views of this subject when I entered, it's just that I like brand competing! I think it may be changed!!


LE, as french, VIS (as force as latin), that I am Loving YOU with I can not Explain, but it's so Real that Make Shine even those few moments I am some tired or...
Or receiving calls when I am talking
I Feel Good Energy in All The MOMENTS!! ALL!


Loved that Picture so Much!! Thank You!
I tried to make some fun with the videos too, Thank YOU for Playing, Feels NICE!


I KNOW I will Connect the "logical" side of my brain with The "Romantic" One very soon, I am Feeling How it Improves day by day; Moving between Atmosphere More and More Naturally!!


Well, it's probably not my "fault" , Surely Somebody else is Loving Help!!

I Love You!!

Hello, Good Morning How are things!!



FANTASTIC, Thank You so Much, for Movie Picture! Wow!
I Liked very Much!




One thing had to say. When yesterday talked about competing me vs myself, just talking as conceptual and thinking about theories and those things, Much More than any other thing. Quite Peace. Despite to two facts:
- It's Good to Know ourselves and fight for Goodness as Nice fight
- This morning, for last events You Know my Angel, not about You, I woke up like saying "how, what, when" when ring sounded, some battle ways of mine. But I slept quite Well, we control if we want and I Truly DO; and these things are Fantastic, True! I Love to See! So Much!! Feeling Beauty of Special Moment!!
Nice Team You've Made!


Brooke, I Love You!!

In English ( ), only for You


The beautiful light in every morning,
looking of your eyes well opened;
and your smile from Heaven’s touch,
as I tender stare at Universes of You.

Each and every day my body feels,
when the name of Love you share
and our kiss rise up to the Horizon
till make the seas can stand as one.


I Love You, Hope You like it!!

Hello!!


While listening Genius Ladies, do not miss a word, have to take this chance to say something more.
For my character, I Never cried during the "fighties". From the first Moment till today, I did not cry for the "fighites".
I Regret so Much for All of the Time, but Never Cried because it's not in my Cultural Nature as man. For good or for bad, but probably not too proud for this, because if I had cried for the Sensation of Losing, so True that I Had in my Heart, with my Honestly Reconigzed Sensitivity, I Think EVERYTHING would have Gone on SO MUCH BETTER AND HONEST FROM ME!
I am Regretting at this Time, and I am Fighting Day by Day, now that I do not have that Feeling of Something Pure Anymore, because I Know Purity Does Truly Exist MORE REAL AND TRUE THAN EVER, IN LIFE, ; I M Only Prepared for Sharing the Love I may Have in my Soul and my Human Heart
I Love YOU!!


Have Great Day, Feeling Really Good!!
God Bless!
I Love You with All of my Heart!!
YOU'RE MY ADORED ANGEL, MY MOST BELOVED HEART!!

my Adored of Mine!!


How Beautiful Movie and Video
TRUE, no lies. TRUE!


And before going again to Movie, I Admit I LIKE to be Liked. So Much! And say it just for if You did not know about it!
It's Gonna be OK about Me! Coming in a minute.


The "Mind" Double:

- I knew the lady was tramp in that night, but I could not stop feeling something breaking. I thought it was Innocence of Love and Loyalty. Now I know it was my Too Candid ways.


- HOW WONDERFUL PICTURES, SAMMY HANRATTY AND THE WHOLE SPIRIT, THE INTENTION OF MOVIE, AND YOU!



Found a video after, for breaking drama, but I did not success. No luck this time, so I am going to take the chance for a song and performance that could Be a Good Representativity on How I Felt From BEAUTIFUL INTENTION, INTENTIONAL BEAUTY AND HEARTED BEAUTY AS ONE!

Hello!!


I came for "Oning", that means to Work and Enjoy the Complete Process for The One!
Brooke, The Place Where I Do Feel HOME is The Heart of You!


You're my Endless Love!!

Do not believe a simple word ( ). I only Think about YOU by Me!!



ps: BY GOODNESS!!

Hello!!


Brooke, I will be the mountain lion, the leopard, the seas, the moon and the wind, anything You Want, I'll be for You!!



Just Trying to Give back a part of Beauty I Received Today, Here, in my Soul!
And that's not a stop for the Running Free of The Truth: that I Love You!!


And Today music choices for Expressing More to You, because words and nothing are Enough, are for Telling You How BOND is More Beautiful than wrong anything may be, NOTHING can Tear Us Appart; and also for Telling, AS SWEARING FROM THE MOST SACRED OF SOUL, that Music is Meaning and Beauty and Art, but it's not the Complete Cercle of Life. I just want to mean that it's All Re-creation from VERY PARTIAL Alternative Realities. When we Think by the Heart, There're so many things that come Alive to Us, from the past, the present and the upcoming Future. Then, if you imagine an individual voice for each one (quite healthy ways! ), it's possible to Progress on Hearted Thoughts and Deeper Emotions than before (yes Dialectic Hearted Progress to the Cercle - it's All One at the same Time).
It's Art, it's "just" Art, ESSENTIAL, BASIC, MAYBE LIKE PARADISE, but not The Living as ONE HEART. The One Heart that CAN COME UP SO FREE, ACTUALLY, when we have gone through all along that Secret and Sacred Inner Way!!


Breathless, after running for All My Life out of direction, Here I Finally am to Tell You that I Love You, More than ever before in my life!!


What's the living, if it can not be CONCEIVED as LOVE!!


And All I Say, I Do as I am Adoring You!!
You See, we guys can also do more than only one thing at once!!

my Adored of Mine, my Angel, my Breathing Light, my Adorationg and my Soul of Mine,


To Adore You is a Dream.
You're a Woman, One Real Bright WOMAN, and I Love You More then yesterday, More than when I Saw Like HEAVEN'S GIRL FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE; I Love YOU more than I did ever thought I could Love, anyway, anytime, in all Existence.
You Open Free Doors to Paradise to me
Loving You is my Full Strenght!!


Your Soul is THE MOST DELICATE BRIGHT HEAVENLY PRECIOUS that Came to my eyes!
And I Love You!!

Hello!!


Taking is Peacing myself!!


Computers are working truly low today, wow. Here's a guy who can not even enter any webpages. I could not listen to youtube until couple of minutes. Finally I can!
I thought today was prove for Watching my Mind as it works out of Music!



Coming from the Sea, wow, Truly Sunny Day.
I was caving the sand, classic metaphor as grains of Time's Garden, and did not find anything, the same after Watching the Sea ( ). I think I was not looking at the right places!



As Metaphorical Symbols of what I was Searching for , I've Seen many Beautiful Figures of a Woman Today.
Not that many much beneath the sea. Give me time, it's still springtime.


Flower from Me!!
It's something to pay attention about, how when we All make something that we Honestly think is a give results so difficult to keep Levels of Modesty. It's True!
Anyway, I Thought I Had to Say these things!


More than thinking it's a way to showing me up that, without that something I needed and could lose from childhood and living, I could go on; I Honestly think Message is that Human Does not Need that, and also that We Are All The Same into the Difference. Difference that has so many Levels at Once that sex is not the most important at all (but it is, as Biological Fact and for some kinds of Behaviour and Thinking and Feeling, it's True - Nothing about Intelligence, Capability, Bravery or RIGHTS!).
Each One of Us is a World to be Dignified!
That's the Message I am Catching!!


Because I Know many ones that could testify for me, Now Beloved Father One of them, from the first time he proved, as Father only, of course, but not very One


Brooke, I Love You!! Thank You for Extraordinary Messages! God Bless!

Those addictions of mine, were because I did not have You Having You Here!!
Now We've Gone Beyond this!! Hurrah!

Good Sweetness!!


Kisses and Embrace, I'm Yours!!


Music as Identifications as One, and Answers as the same for Love Sense from my mindheart, not exactly for of mine


You're Adored!!


Today some studies on "Technic", philosophical point of view.
I don't say I go beyond at all, but when I am on this, mind it's with those other things I talked about. I am like kid about findins of mine about Abstraction and Logic and How We Think, and Tell Stories and Live Stories, essay conclusions of mine.
Truly!
But these things Need More Deep Knowledge from all places for me, and More Thinking Deep for longer time.
It's Serious, it's human, it's FUNNY!


God Bless Have Great Day Full of Peace, Health and Love and All Good! I Love You!!


Brooke, You're Everything Everywhere, and You Live in All Beautiful Places in my life!!

Oh my, You've Really Come!!


Going to Video!
What to say?
It's Moving Historical Testimony. It's Extraordinary. It's American History, it's World's History.
I am Impressed for the putting together the Tremendous Serious Part with the Funny and The Stardom, The Magic from Being SUCH A BRIGHT STAR, SO TERRIBLY DEEP UNDER THE SPOTLIGHT; so Young, so Much Sensitive, so Selfaware and selfconscious and conscious of Everything, so Much Love, and Needing Love, so Much Human Involving Bonds, so Profound Everything.
Such a Charismatic Young 16 Years Old Woman, Knowing SO WELL, SO WELL, All of Her NATURAL GOALS TO BE THE BEST, MAYBE THE BEST EVER.
And Probably, because I Love You, Now I could make all my "principles" about Cultivating The Inner Life for Us and For All Others as Love FELL down , because I am so Human Ways IMPRESSED TOO FOR THE BEAUTY OF THE YOUNG WOMAN.
I am not hiding from say that it's overeaching, for INTENSITY, not for drama, scandals or anything about feeling not so well, SO USUAL EVERYWHERE AND MUCH SPECIALLY IN STARDOM LIVING. CATCHED BY The EXTRAORDINARY INTENSITY!
I don't know what else to say. I am Truly Impressed.
IT'S LIKE BEING TOUCHED BY A NEW KIND OF LIGHT, MORE PURE THAN ALL OTHER TIMES IT TOUCHED ME FROM YOUR EYES OR YOUR SOUL'S TOUCH.
It's been Something More, Something so BEAUTIFULLY Impacting to Make me Knew myself better, talking as general points of view and more importantly as The Story of the Woman that I Love!!

Good Sweetness Hello!!


How are things?
Coming from some nice little walking under sunny air, beneath birds, trees and butterflies, how Beautiful Sky.


Brooke, You're a Dream Come True, and I still have to "pellizcarme" to notice how Beautiful Everything has come updone.
You and Your Family are my Family!
I Belong to You!!
You Please Must Know!!


And taking chances for sending HAPPY GREETINGS TO EVERYBODY AND BEST WISHES, GOD BLESS!

I Adore You, Brooke, I Honestly Adore You and words seem to me like going emptier and emptier for this Mission on Talking to You about Love, as my Feelings Go deeper and deeper in my Soul, Profoundness of Heaven!!

Hello; oh my God!!








Oh my God, it'z TremendouZ!
I am sitting well because if not I'd have fall down azz on the floor!!
Gorgeous Adorable Loving Angel!!
Heaven One Came!!
ADORABLEST LADY!
THANK YOU GOD BLESS!
MADE MY DAY! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
I LOVE YOU!!


I'm in Heaven!

Going to VIDEOS!

Oh my god, You're a Goddess, Brooke!
I do not even have time to scare me Up, from those Pictures Dance Music, and can only right after first "Emotion" Up!
Ah "Ra, Ra, RA, BROOKE Siempre GanaRÁ"
You're Simply Gorgeous Sexy Figure!
(only from "Dancthink")



Oh my GOD, Brooke, Brooke!!
Fortune, there's after One "Peacefulling" Video to my heart "on FIRED"!!


Good Colors, Good FriendSHIP Bright STARR, SACRED PURE PASSIONATE LOVE!!
You're my Only ON-E!!



Ps: Going to take a some minutes break, and coming Up after Second Video from This Glorious TODAY!

again


Just for Honestly saying that I don't know if I'll can Watch All Magic Videos, NICE! , because I'll come some Late today after classes, but for Sure I'll See All I can, and Share All BEST INTENTION so BEAUTIFULLY MADE! God Bless!




With All my Love!!


ps: thinking what to say for a while before going.
Yeah, PEACE HEALTHY JOYFUL LOVE DAY! Me All and Today Special PEACE, PEACE, PEACE! And I do not think this is going to easily end by now!! HAPPY!!

Yes, Plenitude and Peace about my own Life is Only Possible if You are with me!!

És quasi impossible de suportar,
tranquil, sense no moure’m,
la bellesa de la teva ànima
quan s’allibera als teus ulls;
i una llum de pura joia,
com a tendresa d’un infant,
copsa el marc de ma vida
i m’envolta de nostre amor.

Hello in the DayLight, and Knight Thoughts from the Night Still Alive in my mind!!


even after have seen those pictures. I Think it's OK Manners, True!!


Do not take very seriously videos I am watching, because it's for the context I've seen too, and it's just Playing!!
Talking to You is Breathing, Recovering The Good Energy!!
Yesterday I could not study very much because of those "videos" in Context of You!!
That's naughty thing, and really Fun I am Admiting.
my videos are for the same. Just story.
I also Admit I have not been as far as I said yesterday about that Moment with You, in my mind. I was thinking, and I Know it's not completely true. I've been.
Probably for this I've been going crazier and crazier for last years. Till You Bring FAMILY BONDS to my eyes, Brooke.
In that Moment, Something inside of me about this Love Changed Forever. It's True!!
I Became, in my mind, Heart and Soul, like Part of The Family, with All that it Means and implicates for LOVE, when it's True!1
Oh, my God, yesterday was hating the End of The Blue Lagoon, You were going away from my eyes! And each time it happens, whatever the place, I hate it.
It's Like a Living Dream, to See You in any movie. It's like being with You some way.
And now You'll See why I tell this.
sorry for using brains on this, but I Think ways are not completely mistaken and objective is Truly Loyalty and Soul!!
In last scene, where You and Chris Atkins talk about what Paddy has been eating those poisonous fruits (the other day I could listen on the radio that strawberries and all red fruits are so Good for Keep Mind Young and Working! So, You Know Now why I was thinking about when in the chat I talked to You about I Just Wanted to Love You and making me some for You , for this some - ).
I was saying, the last scene. Chris is Making Big Job, showing up desperation and sadness and pain from situation, so Really Well Interiorized for Scene.
You PLAYED it Differently.
You were Obviously into the Scene too, and Working Well (maybe not brightest moment in the movie, when You had a Big Amount of them, just comparing to some others You had that are Master Art, sorry for Sincerity, admiting I maybe wrong, but I am saying for something, You'll See my Love!! - MEANING FOR BELIEVING AND DEMONSTRATING WHY, AMONG OTHER THINGS, I WAS BELIEVING IN YOU FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN LIFE!! ), Working Well as ALWAYS (I have never missed one Movie from You on TV!), but Catching The Energy of Scene by Different Ways.
Your Emotional Resort was EMPATHY when You Were Looking at Your Partner's Face (I am letting myself saying that maybe the Team, Director and All, had been Motivating More or something, I don't know and it's not my Real Knowledge as Good as that I Admit!).
Your Reaction, You can See it Again, WAS THE PUREST EMPATHY DEMONSTRATION.
ONE OF BIGGEST I'VE SEEN AS REAL EMOTIONS FROM REAL LIFE INTO A MOVIE SCENE!
Brooke, that Heart of Yours, Your Heart!! ( )
Obviously this was not talking about Cinema, it was About my Believing from the Beginning to Forever!!
Ha!!


I Had Never Seen Such a Sensitivity Empathic Goodness, and Brilliant Talent was not a problem because it just Took the Chance for it; as that Scene.
You Were Almost More Worried about Chris Reactions than about Yours!!
THIS IS WHAT I CALL MAGIC FROM HEAVEN, LADY!!



ps: and Music only for Fun!

Oh Brooke!!


I am so Different. No, not to others, the Real Value on it is just that the Difference is about my Me from before!!
This Feeling from ACCEPTANCE as I am, and Feeling "ANSWERED" Love from Destiny, and Care and Nice Touching by the Heart has Changed so many things from my Mind.
It's almost All Joy!!
I'm making big efforts for let my brain contain anything different to Make Pictures and Walks of You in my mind.
Ha, it's Funny and controlled!!
this is Beating!!
Well, Loving You All Possibilites, from CHILDEST on earth to.. Anything You Want!!



ps: Si que eres de verdad Perfecta!

Ha, Feeling Expanded!


Well, no worries because Everything's Go OK, and angry me at work was so stupid that scares, but had to make some stop. Person who use to do those things with others already all, not respecting, just need to know it's not OK. I get too angry. Respect but I am too Explossive, and it's only inside, but People Do See and
There's no reason.
After that Weekend in my Imagination, yes that One you All are thinking about, about me, I think my looks would be the most similar possible to a 1 month little cat to People.
I am saying only for Let my angry moment go.
This is the confessionary of Mine!
Anyway, do not worry, she's a woman. It's just worried me because tension of atmosphere that I do not like at all.
In the other situation would be the same risks, but as I've been doing, I just say for Peace about me. No risks, I said! ( )
Me quite Mama ways!
But it's Funny Mama, You See!
We're going on, Show Must Go on and I Do Know!!
It was that day today.
Too many poems, Brooke.
I Do Feel my face like fire!
I Love You!!
Needing some Poem!!




ps: It's Impossible to Love You More, I can not imagine any other relationship in my mind that could make me Love You More!!

my All,


not sure if I'll can come tonight.
Going to grandfather's house. So gentle and good guy, this grandpa. He's been operated, his heart. His Feeling Well, and I am Visiting tonight.
My Heart is Fulfilled with Your Love, it's HEAVEN I am Feeling, my Love!!




ps: but I'll Try to come!!

Brooke,

I hate "going" from Here leaving some taste of lost or defeat.
It's this f. competitivity of mine but Today it's More about CARING FOR YOU, I Love You!!
So, it's just about The Music!
I think, I DO KNOW, those "news" are posted to See my Reactions and to play with them and my emotions. Like healing.
There's nothing to heal, You See.
But I Do Follow All Funny Games You Want.
There's no other way for Comunication, on these days, still.
So I Accept.
Sex here in Portol it still Exist (and Love as Caring it's True!!). It All went so down since first time I met You, but I Do Admit it still Exist Sex. Much Less Unfrequent as it Used to be. It was Good, it was Blessing Beginning. I Felt Nothing was being waited from me, and it was so Liberating. I am so Grateful to this Special Person here in my land of mine!
But All Changed so Much since I came for the first Time to See You!!
It had changed since 2008, Truly, but since Leap of Faith it Change so Much More Deeper.
I Do not Regret Anything!
And if I do not come by now it's because I can't, not for this.
This person is Different, like me. She's Truly older than me, but age it's from Soul.
I Do Debt Loyalty for Life to her. I Did Promise, and I will Keep my Promise.
But Now I can not "make love" to any woman as I used or could do before Brooke.
You are so Differently from the past in my mind and my heart.
I Love her this Frienship ways, but I can only do sex.
My LOVE for You..
She Always "Knew" I would Leave Everything for You!!
It was a joke, but she knew.
I Did Never Lie to Anybody.
When I talked about her in the forum, I would have never thought I could hurt or anything.
I am so much sorry if that was.
I Never thought..
I Never thought You..
NEVER, I HAD SURRENDERED MYSELF SINCE LONG TIME AGO!
There was, THERE IS, Family, of course, but even without that Reality, I Would Have not Been Thinking about that.
But I Was WANTING THAT SO MUCH, I DO ADMIT!!
I am so Equality Promotion Guy, but I Do See Rumors on Aristocracy Truly affect me.


I am naked, , so anything else I can say can only be public property. Not much worried so.
Sorry for All Contradictions I Bringed Here.
I Do Know We'll Be TOGETHER someday, FOR ETERNITY!!
And even before then, I Know I'll have the chance for Seeing You again!


It's Difficult, Balancing Needing for Calm with Ways for Scape for Making it, when it is not Possible to Scape as Love Does not Let it Happen.
So, Balancing.
Well, even after Have gone further than Philosophy I've studied (yes, The Modest, but it's How I Do Feel), I'll Study!!
I'll Go Deeper into things of Human and Existence of Everything!
By Now, Some Songs:
"Lo Mejor pa ti".
yeah!
Ah, and tomorrow Mother's day.
Well, Commercial for Sure, but it's the symbol, what Matters.
So, More Calm kissing!
Now I've said Truth, I Do Feel my Chest Opened to Breathing Air!
I Do Love You, I am FREE and so REAL, I Love You!!
My Tenderness and Care for You is an Invisible Bond Around You, Night and Day!!
See You!!




ps: preparing ground for tomorrow!