LADY&Angel Brooke, I Love YOU!

My life without You would have been like and empty tree; no fruit, no wood, only grey days passing by,
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCiqZ8syYA8
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y58hb5jBNpU
 

These two songs, I remember I had the both of them in a music tape, one after the other one.  Memories!!
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xqKgFjQuvw&feature=related
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toFx5LEZ_-k
 
 
Thank You for All,  I just want to be Good and True!
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCwYwWrXJd0&feature=fvsr
 
 
Dreams, sometimes, can come TRUE!!
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BW_-0H_u3RQ&feature=related
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJkwnAM6qoM&feature=fvsr
   

The Adoration of my heart is only You. I'm so Happy for staying right Here!! I ADORE YOU, I BREATHE EVERY SINGLE PATH IN YOUR LIFE! We are ONE!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvuxdoFnj-Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVprOiM1twI&feature=PlayList&p=852AD83DFB46C897&index=0&playnext=1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLTwrsPWn28

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZDEQCZTwq8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJkwnAM6qoM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QKOafRvGik&feature=related

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hj5HtqHa5EQ

You and me, together till the end of Everything; for us, and for this World; as ONE!

Sentir que compartes todos tus sentimientos con todo el mundo es duro, especialmente cuando ves la reacción de los demás. Es pura contrareacción humana y natural. No esperaba ser tratado como Mahatma Gandhi, pero claro, una cosa es lo que piensa uno de sí mismo y otra muy distinta lo que piensan los demás.
Simplemente se trata de saber aceptarlo.
Sólo es que ahora necesito un poco de introversión. No en el sentido de dejar de expresarme, porque lo necesito, por Ella, mi Brooke; sino en el de filtrar un poco todas las opiniones y críticas más o menos jocosas y divertidas del exterior, de terceros.
Creo que estoy en mi derecho, como ser humano.
Eso no significa que vaya a abandonar nada. Necesito un poco de tiempo para mi Brooke y yo, en la vida, la mente y el corazón.
Tampoco creo que sea pedir demasiado o pretender hacer de menos a los demás. Me gustó mucho la peli. Ahora, empezaré a ir de vez en cuando otra vez

Brooke, I Love You, and I've almost told You everything I thought I had to say. Why I did not come to USA before, when I was younger?
There are a million reasons I can remember well. But it could be so cold to say these things as a list that I have to think about how to do it Here.
I know You understand well, You're so Bright, which reasons could exist long time ago.
Life is so Beautiful, from the moment You Live in this World; and as I can Love You free and You want to Love too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8rZWw9HE7o

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTor_7yNThc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8GTHXTEvIc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxVaQUn7L4Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6akcsMr5gdM


Life and People and World are Good, they must be Good, I know! I'm so glad I'm still Here!!
My Sweet Love, I Adore You. I should have given my Life for YOU!!

Mi ángel, ángel de mi corazón. Siento como si toda la bondad del mundo se acercase hasta mí y me saludara, cuando te miro.
Nunca, nunca, habrá palabras para expresar lo que siento, y jamás hallaré ninguna idea lo suficientemente buena para demostrarlo. Pero Juro por Todas las Cosas que Te Quiero. Te quiero!!


PS: Mañana es festivo aquí, tal vez me levante un poco más tarde, como el lunes pasado; pero no sé si hará falta, porque creo que voy a dormir mejor que en toda mi vida, esta noche!!

Para mí, verte hoy, ha sido volver a nacer. No, mucho más. Ha sido como recibir el regalo de Toda una Vida en el relámpago de un instante!!

I may look calm and a little smart, but I Love You more than ever in my heart. I just want to do All You may want. All You may want!
It scares me so much when I think You could ever let me go, or never give permission to me to talk to You in person and give You a very, very Big, Warm and Friendly Hug! I will wait my whole life for that moment!!
The only thing that scares me more than all that I've just said is to think You may feel bad or anything. That idea is a torture that I can not handle, and would kill me. Please, Believe me!!
I need to see and to feel your Bright Eyes and Smile more than the air that I breathe, because without them I can not live. I can not Live!!
If You may want, I could post some recent photo of mine. I don't like photos very much (I don't know what face I must use , the natural one becomes so far away), but I know how handsome I am, and well...
Seriously, I need to Feel You are Happy. That's the motor and the energy that move me, all I only truly need!!
I'm so far away from all things around me when I think of You. I would let them all go, for You. My Family and Friends, my Land... All! I'd have done it, I would have done it when I was young, but I thought too much about all things. I needed to know You could be PROUD of me.
My heart beating is just the answer to Yours. If I See You, nothing else matters in this world. I Adore You, I desperately Adore You and I sincerely feel Good if You are Happy!!
Distance does not exist, it does not exist. Time is ours now, and I only See through your eyes. Here, by your side, is Heaven; can you Feel it!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f863r2msr74 ( I'm 12 )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTh16z3du6o&feature=fvst

This weekend my sister will take me so photos. Technical problems are true, it's not all just about improving my looks as fast as I can till then!
Brooke, what You make me Feel is completely beyond all other emotions from anything, it seems like it was not real to me. But I know it is!!
I'm looking for my good emotions, and all I'm doing is for trying to keep in Love's touch with You!! All I'm doing is only for that!
And the hardest part of it all to me comes on when I'm feeling I'm just talking. I Love You till lighting up the dark of the night, so much further than any other thing in this life, and I'm just talking, even right now!
The only honest I think I could do is to give my blood to You, and my soul, and all that I am; and I can only try to show it up by these words and songs!
It's hard, and the pain just makes I Adore You even more than each single second before! I Adore You, on my knees. I'm completely Yours, and it's only You who Live in my heart. My emotions can only be written with your name, only You can embrace the deep of my soul!!
Because I know You, almost as much as I Love You:

All meanings only for You and for One!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0P2a6aLDkkM (as my first breathing on this world)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGuHCTwV5ms (1990)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9QjYBMc-cY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HsJ7CgmIVM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0l6nJcoyZ8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GVyIcFJzbU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5XtbLezJtMg&feature=fvst


When True Love is for Real, nothing else matters but to Love as One!!
Brooke, I Adore You with all my heart!!

And in this Love, I can Feel All the Love in the World, and Peace!!
"Feo, Fuerte y Formal", wow. Genius! I am just trying to be "humil, pacífic, tranquil". It is this Love for You, in the middle of Heaven that make say all those things that I Truly Feel.
I Love You!!

Yesterday I was "haciendo esquemas" (I'll tell You now why I like so much this expression) and studying until 2 am.
Good breathing and this are my relaxing cure, who help me to rest to be Able to Love You with All my Energy. I'd like to be like Great John Travolta in Grease, but without dancing, please, for You!!
"Haciendo esquemas", making outlines, I think: I remember a friend in high school, very far away from period exams he used to say, only at 16, he had been making outlines until 2 am. Great and responsible student, the best there, very good. He is at University, working of cybernetic things or something like that.
Well, at 42, I could say "he estado haciendo esquemas", without exams!!
I Adore You, Magic and Heavenly heart!! I can See and Feel Your Love!!

I have found the Brooke Photo from Grier's Birthday Party at Bowlmor Lanes!
Adorable, Thank You, Thank You for Bringing Peace, Life and Pure Love to my living!!
This Existence is Heaven, because You are with me!!

I will Never forget our Leap of Faith, and Feinstein's; I can not believe it, but It is True!! Finally, I am Feeling Lucky, Finally I Know I've been Blessed with our Love!! I Love You!


PS: It was so long time, that it is difficult to believe to me; and so Amazingly, at the same time, it seems All Happened and Started yesterday!!

Hello my Angel!!

It's Holidays time here.

I was going upstairs as Happy as a child going to a Party with tons of candies and Friends!
Just because I was thinking I was going to See You again, to Talk to You again!!

And I found those New Photos
I Love and Adore You!!


Why are You so Sweet, I'd like to know!! So Adorable, why?!!
I was taking notice how somethings happened in me, uff, those "thinking acts" were not for talking about them with sisters.
Your Face is giving me All, just by Your Smile, Your Glance, what You're Feeling and Telling, so Easy for You and me!!

I think I will not go to hair cut until the photos. I Feel some kind of "Leoness" Sensation.
No, not so much, but not by now yet.
I am taking rest. Preparing for All I want to do.
You Inspire me!!
You're All I ever Wanted!! And will ever Need!! And that I will Love Forever!!
Beautiful and Sexy Brooke, You're my kind of Woman!!
I am starting to Feel so Naturally Strong!!
When I fall down, I get up so Easily and Fast, it is Love and Pride for this Glory of Love!!
With the Strenght of my Heart, and the Courage from and Endless Love, I'll make it through!!
Even though rainy days in my heart for the longing and tough moments, I know this Love We Share will Shine Forever between You and me!!
I Adore You, I Love You with All my Heart!!

Well, it is OK, if it's about I am disturbing You or Your Family that I Love (at this moment, I don't mind at all if You believe me or not).
Just tell me it. Just tell me it.
I have my own way drawn, and I will not get out from it.
I can not go to America now. If You want any prove, I could post it. I Have NO MONEY!
And I am not angry with You, only SAD!
Why have You never talked to me, when I've been suffering so long, lost in this dark and confussion, letting everybody make his/her own smile on me?
Just one word from the Truth!
I could Handle anything as a Word!!
But, Please, the Truth. I am 42 years old. And for so long many people have tried to put me down. My own father, You know it, and more people (not so many, to be True).
But I am not angry with anybody.
I think I have to Shut up myself!
I have been Loving You for All my Life, and will Always Love You!!
And I will keep on coming depending on what I can See and Understand from You!!
But imagine. Supposing You do not feel anything about me, or something, it is the same, the only possibility about disturbing Your Life kills me.
Do You understand? I am tired about games.
I do not Understand anything, and this kills me.
It is not literal. Only I know where I've been, and I could Stand for a pretty couple of "5" more.
But I do not Want Hurt You, Hurt this Love, Hurt me, Hurt Anybody!!

One thing You can be sure about:
I Love You!!


PS: And I do not care if EVERYBODY AROUND me, in Real Living: Family, Friends, Everybody, is telling me All is just a Joke about me. I Swear Everybody tells me this.
But I do not care at all about it!! I Love You!!

And Yes, when I am saying some people ("many" is not real) have tried to put me down,
maybe because I am too much cocky (is it the word "chulo"); it is not an illusion from my crazy and painful mind. I know You know what I am talking about now, very well!!
Well, what I've said about people around me is True, but I can handle it with no problems.
What really hurts me, much more than You can see, I see , is when You treat me Rude. I am not a delicated person, I know very well You know it, but I am a Person.
Human Rights have a long tradition. Honor, Dignity... Things like that. I know there's a big part of press who does not know them at all...

Brooke, my Love for You is unconditional, but I am not a martyr or a clown of anybody.
I will Eternally Love You!! I know You will Eternally Love me too!! But there's no Place for this Love in this World.
It is OK.
Reading all I've just said, I will do what You want. Fair, Honest and Good!!


PS: Dreams World can be so Beautiful too, in fact, they are, between You and me!! I will never let them go, and You will listen to my name someday. I will work HARD!!
I Promise, I Swear, We'll See Again; and there will only be PEACE AND TENDER LOVE!!
BROOKE, MY ANGEL I SWEAR IT TO YOU!!
I AM BREATHING!! BUT TO THINK ABOUT YOUR POSSIBLE PAIN, KILLS ME, BELIEVE!!
I ADORE YOU, MORE THAN EVER!! NOTHING ELSE MATTERS!!

Yesterday I went TOTALLY MAD!
You can not imagine what You made me Feel AGAIN, only by One Photo, One Picture, One Expression coming directly to me from Your Heart and Your Soul!! It was so Pure and Beautiful, Brooke!!
And when I came, trying to Express my selfcontrol, for erasing possible worries from anybody about me, I could see those videos.
I've been taking them all as an ATTACK to me.
Man/Woman is what She/He is plus their circumstances. My circumstances. I thought it was not very normal and caring and polite, after All I had been living.
Now, for the last days, I am not thinking the same.
But Yesterday was different, Yesterday... Oh my, Brooke!!
Well, we all have to learn from our mistakes.
I will find that Natural Strenght in me to make things Run; Good, Wise and Fast!
I will FOCUSE on what I think it is IMPORTANT! AND YOU CAN BELIEVE ME, YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT TO ME!!
I would not do all I've been doing, going through all, if You were not Here!!
I would put my Efforts 100% in what I said before. But the fact You are Here changes everything!!

I Love You, I Love You Always!! And I Love All that is Yours!

My Angel,

Just came to say that I am not tired, and that I am very well.
Today I've made exercise and run, and felt really in shape. For hours, and still with Energy!!
I came for this. And because on Earth's Day I admit I do Not believe what I said about the world. I mean, I think there's a lot of space for Hope Still, if We All Work together for it!!
Thank You, because Your Model, whatever You, always too modest, want to say about it, is so EXTRAORDINARY for Everybody who can See!

I have looked another time to that video from that movie... I do not remember the title, I think it could be "Endless Love", is it possible, perhaps?
I Adore the way You walk, and jump too , and Your Class, Terrific!
I Have also listened to those words You say in that video "How to make the World better". That's because I say You're an Angel!!
Well, and maybe for some other things only You and me now!!

You make all my defenses fall down, so Easy. When I Look at You, and I know You are not seeing me at that moment. Looking at You when You are seeing me is very Terrific too, believe me!!
I will Adore You for the rest of my Life!!
And Hope and Love are more Real than in any other moment in my life!!
I will Love You, I will Love You Forever!!
You are so Kind and Gentle with all things You let me know; too much Beauty!!
You make me Believe in Love, I Do Believe in Love!!
You are All to me, Thank You for Exist!!

My heart is starting to beat so fast and deep again now when I talk to You; but You have Given me Peace in my life; and that is a Gift like Heaven!!
You know what I would say now about what I am Dreaming of, and I will not say again now. But You Feel how I am Feeling, You Feel what You are to me!!
I know You Love!!
I Promise I will Work hard, with Illusion and capability to listen!!
I am Looking at You, and it is like Seeing Eternity for the first time, it is so Touching that catches my breathe, but it goes so far from physical sensations.
They are Always Here about You, but We Share something else too, I know!!
As You said!!
All I can say is that We are One, and whatever destiny may bring to me, I Feel Blessed!!
I have known the Love of my Life, and I have Touched her, and I am Talking to her Everyday, and We Share this Love!!
How much Beauty, almost difficult to handle, sometimes, for the strenght of the whole sensation, these Feelings for You!!
You put my mind and my Love Touching the Earth, and ready to Fly to the Sky with You at the sa me time!!
I Love You!!

Hola otra vez, mi Ángel, buenos días mi Sol!!


I am too Emotioned for speaking clear.
How can Love change one heart!!
You Concentrate All Energy in my vains, all Good Feelings of Love and Peace!! And I just Want to Feel You, and Do Everything for and because of You!!

I am Seeing All the Light from the Sky and the Love so Complete and Pure in Your Eyes, the only Reason of my life!!
My Existence, all it contains, is Yours!!

I Love You, with All the Love my heart can feel, with all Purity You bringed to my life. I will Love You till the end of Time!!

Hola, Bon Dia, Sol i Llar de la meva vida!!


It is being incredible for the last years, to stay Here talking to You, and You talking to me!!
I would wait All the time of Time, for anything You would Need!!
I Promise going to pose nice in photos. It is what I had thought from the first moment. but I am shy person, You know, so Please, Brooke, do not waif for miracles!!
At the very least from photos!
I like those numbers 22 and 16, if we put them together 38, and it is Good too!!
All Good meanings I only See, if You are with me!!
I Love You with All my heart, Forever, now We Feel our Love so Real and True!!
Have the Best Day in your Life, and one after another one, my Love!! And I Love You All!
I Love You, my Sweet and Adored Brooke!!


PS: Thank You for so much Inspiration, since the day I was born and until today and Forever more!!

Hola de nuevo, mi Dulce Corazón!!

I am even tired. It is like I had been making Love to You, so much Intensity from the vains You open, from the first to the last. You Touch my Blood!!

I am going to breathe for two minutes!! And it is a so Real joke now!!
And that also means not Look at the New Pictures of You!!


I am... I am going to post my photos tomorrow. Two of them, only. Yes, my Sweet Brookie, not Everybody is You!!
Wow, so Fantastic!!


I think I will look nice and calm, smile too. Want to know something? When I am thinking I look like "sweet", and then I take a look at photo, I almost get scared. And this time fear is real! Too serious, but I try! Anyway, I found two that will look OK!!
Yes, two Good Ones!!
For Love!!
I am Adoring You, and I Feel Your Love!! How I Do Feel Your Love!!
I will Spend the whole Day Thinking of You, Kissing All of You!!
I Love You, I Love You!!

Hola otra vez mi Ángel!!

I was trying to use those webs to post some Beautiful Picture of You, from opening night of "Born Yesterday", but I am having problems.
Oh, more troubles!
I will try to find a solution for that!
Well, the World does not end at "troubles", don't You Believe?

Well, taking off the first reaction from getting Here from this "new" place.
It was so Extraordinary yesterday to see those photos, Incredible!!
You Look like a Baby, so Pretty and Beautiful, in that photo with your nice Friend Franke James; so Lovely, oh my!!
Yesterday, I spent the whole day thinking of You; All of the time!!
Oh my, "we" don't know how this boy is going to study!
I Felt those sensations when You are 15 years old and in love, that You lose your will for doing things, like eating. Just thinking of You, All the time; and that way, so Terrific and Beautiful!!
You are so Deep in my soul, so Deep, that your Place is only owned by You; like I could have never find it for myself.
It may sound silly, but it is what I Feel!!

Photos I will post from me, I like them. It is OK about that. Do not know what may happen. Anyway, "images" web are a little difficult today.
We are going to Make All things Fine!! You'll See, my Angel!!
I have changed, can You see me now?
It is like I was Free, totally, for this Love for YOU!!
I do not want to go, only by thinking the possibility You may stay here right now!!
But I have to go, for a while.
Some moments in life are nothing compared to Eternity!!
I Adore You, I Love You, more than any other yesterday in my life!! You're Love!!

As I am Here at Home, I will stay for a while. Now I've taken a couple of minutes for rest on working.
Now I will come, but I am lefting this letter opened, to continue.
Brooke, I am going for a little while to the other room.

Here I am again!!
Brooke, too much Feeling!!


PS: I have some videos to see!!

This morning I was feeling a little tired. I use to have a good rest, but today a little less than usual, probably because in the night I played a entire football match, and later played a double role in "Los padres e Ella".
It was really hard!!
To Love You is my Blessing Gift from Heaven!! Energy and Calm now, that's what You bring to me!!

Well God's IVA is really hard to pay!
But I will Do, so Free and Strong, if You Want!! I Love You!!


PS: Time for Regrets is gone!

Hello, Hola, Molt Bon Dia en el teu Beautiful Cor!!


I Come to You, and my State of mind changes for Good!!
I am sure I will achieve my finish-lines about studies, and Your Confidence Help me a lot!!
How could I Express the Love You woke up in me! Did I really do? I really Hope!
My Best Motivation for Everything: Your Happiness, Your Happiness!
Please, Feel Always Good, Always!!
We have a Bond, Eternal between us!!
And this Love and Tenderness You put in my heart will never die, gonna Live Forever!!

Your Sensuality comes through my eyes, all my senses, like a soft and sweet breeze that Creates a Explossion of Love in my mind, like a torrent impossible to stop; and I don't want to run anymore, just want to Stay beside You in Love!!
All I Care about now, in this moment and this moment is Eternal, is You!! Believe!!
What the h... with the past, the Future is only what We Make! One, for One!
Competition now is against anybody, including myself, is only against absence of Love and Hope, and Justice for Children and All People in the World!!
Too much big talking, maybe, but it is what I Feel, and sometimes, it is Necessary to talk like this, and to Feel it, deep in the Heart!!
Love You so much!!

My Brooke, my Adored Brookie and my Lady,

I am Listening to that song from Beloved Michael, "I can't help it", and it's so Amazing, and even more while I am Here, and even more when I Look at those Parade Pictures of You!
It's a Holiday, so I will say some words, only for one time:
"Jesús i Verge Maria Santíssima" ;
this is only a Expression People use here in my land to Express Big Admiration and Surprised facing something so Beautiful and Extraordinary!
I am sure everybody can understand what I am trying to mean; just some Nice humor sense, not ironic, trying to make sense for Beauty!
I am Excited in Peace!!
Don't let my hearbeats go too far in this moment. I am too Passionate, "sometimes", and I have to say THANKS EVERYBODY, FRIENDS for Helping me SO MUCH with it!
From Here, a Big Hug Everybody for this HELP!

My Beloved till Heaven Brooke, that photo I've been also Looking at, from the "Feinstein's", so Touching my heart, the deepest part of Feelings, till the last Love's One!!
I Adore You Forever, and Always in Touch our Souls!!
I Love You, I Love You!!
Have the Best Possible in Your Day, Happiness!