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PostSubject: Too sincere to socially survive!   Wed Aug 07, 2013 2:26 pm

Never thought this wave since 2006 in my life could be possible to happen to me. I mean, I should think about spies, or gunmen in westerns...
I Know I am Condemned, Socially.
Not in my Real Life Context of Developing, Work and Studies, Here I Do Feel so Well.
About You There.
You're wise.
"You want to keep posting, OK, there you go", it's thought about me, I think.
It's just that my common sense Rebels agains this stupid time of my life.
It's a Fire Burning, when it gets started.
But what the...
If I'm, at the very least, of course, of course, I know, at the very least; a snob, what others are...
This stupid silence. This distance. Do You think You are More or Better than me?
I Think so. That was the Main Problem from the first time: "who does this think he is?".
It's quite usual about strangers, I know your point of view and doing in that kind of questions.
All the Stupidity I See (as BADNESS AND EVIL I could Feel!) will not Stop this Working.
Against all my reason and my common sense, I Love You All!
I Swear!
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PostSubject: Re: Too sincere to socially survive!   Wed Aug 07, 2013 2:43 pm

OK, Thank You for telling me the Truth, Forum, whoever You are.
Now I have to Understand Brooke Shields does not need me and that All she's done, and all with her, it's just a Fantasy to make me Believe and post, for all reasons I numbered yesterday.
Need, to end well my selfhealing process, to UNDERSTAND, my Heart, that She's not good for me, and that she does not love and does not need me.
One time I have UNDERSTOOD this, my Heart, I will be able to Do what I said before: Sharing Thoughts.
Only. Only.
I'm so DECEIVED, SO MUCH THAT YOU WOULD NEVER IMAGINE HOW MUCH. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE YOU MAY HAVE AND IDEA ABOUT MY DECEPTION.
She's as cold as ice.
And All Good about Her it was my Projected Fantasy.
She's nothing in common with my dream.
I Need to Admit it, The Truth. Nothing bad will happen when I Admit it.
I will not hurt, and I'll survive.
Human condition is well known by me, and she is quite human.
All I Want to Do Now is to break this bond.
To make this Forum Become my Opinion Blog. Only.
But for not telling the Truth, not necessary the "goddess", but any other else, you let me become what I became. You Lied to me, Vero and All, even by the "Braun" Indolence.
I Want, with All of My Heart, to Break All Affective Bonds, and let Reason as Project for some Goodness Possible, Global Terms for Human, only remains here.
I'll Do, I'll do.
Brooke, I don't need you for anything action smiley 
Don't worry, you don't need to send your dogs against me, it's the last time I talk about this.
From now on, only Ideas, quite snob, of course.
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OK, last personal reference!
I SWEAR!
If You ever came to my land, I'd come FRIENDLY, with some Pictures to sign by You.
That's All Private I'd try for. Not necessary bodyguards around my neck, neither, don't worry for that.
Wow, explossion was Great to my health.
Brooke Shields, the American Star, my childish Fantasy, DOES NOT LOVE ME and DOES NOT NEED ME!
I'm Free.
Please, Stay Fine and let me be.
Love, Community, is the Only Salvation for our Future and our Kid's!
I Swear it's True!

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PostSubject: Re: Too sincere to socially survive!   Wed Aug 07, 2013 5:17 pm

Hi,

it seems impossible to me. I came to say good-bye.
It seemed easy before coming, and it is still, if don't think about; but it's painful, as all changes that mean moving from something Loved.
I was angry this morning, and still I am, but I have to apologise for my words because were the result of the moment.
This decission expressed is not.
It's the last time I come to talk.
Reasons:
1) I was sure the Romantic Love was no longer a reason for come.

2) Now I am sure the Sharing Knowledge it's not neither.
- I am not understood and taken only as some kind of weird something
- I can not separate my Emotivity, though what I may say, so easy (Impossoble)
- This way my Efforts for Working for Good will be More Intense. As Hernán Cortés, this making my "boats" burn dow, I will be Much More Pressured for Doing things.
Obviously, Results I'll Share as any normal Person.
Anyway, SO UNFORTUNETELY, don't think these results may help that much, because I'm going to be so Deeply Critic about All.
And People, "usually", don't like to be that much critizised.
Anyway, as I said, I have being pushed till too far for stopping now.
Nothing revolutionary, just a Critic for Ending by a Prayer. That will be All my Task, when ended.

I'll get out from my youtube username, and will only come anonymous for me, not for sharing.
Also, from time to time will come Here, but will not post anything.
Brooke... Anything.
I Love You, God Bless!
I Swear I'll Give All God Gave to me for Trying to do Something Good for All.
Brooke, I'll Love You Forever.
You're All and More than I could have ever Dream!!
Please, Never try to come near to me. Fate is said and done.
God Bless, the Best of me, in me, is coming from the Inspiration of You.
I'll follow, from Distance.
And, Please All Remember, the only Salvation for this World are three words:
Love, Community and Education in Love.
I will be for that.
There're no magic secrets. Nothing more.
I Swear.
See You Lady, my Heart is crying and I hate it, this morning seemed so easy.
I Have to Go!
If You ever need anything I May Do, You just Have to Call me, but Now I Have to Go. Who knows, maybe some day the Future...
Life is Beautiful, and it's All, Ours and Others', Beloved Ones, that We've Got!
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PostSubject: Re: Too sincere to socially survive!   Thu Jul 17, 2014 3:11 pm

Hi!
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Sorry for  Laughing for the post going right before this one.
I Was Well Intentioned All.
Came for sharing more. This time about my emotions from the past.
To have a very "connective" brain is not sometimes as good as it may seem (as I said long ago Here; and I don't know if this can help, but all hats that are being bought for protecting my lovely head, are too small, even the selling bigger sizes, normal terms I guess -normal terms but today I did break a new one  Laughing Embarassed lol! ).
I do Always Liked to Think on my own or Do things that I Liked.
That's not exactly the discovering ecstasy of the XXI, I know.
I want to mean, ordinary talks were always a little (sometimes very!) boring to me. And I did always try to, gentle terms, go away from them, if possible.
When I did start to feel deceived about life on 22 (many things involved, many, and one probably very important was my own personal characteristics), I did start connecting that feeling that before was normal to me, to the negative emotions I was feeling more "existentialistic" terms. And I did connect, more than I thought, one thing to another, giving too much importance to my usual social uncomfortability (the untranscendent and sometimes, we all have to admit, also, mean conversations or social behaviour -I was not perfect either about it!).
Social, those Details, I Did Finally Learn are Important.
If you don't want to go to parties or many social events, that's OK if you're OK about that, but the Kindness and the Empathy are Always a Precious Treasure for the Daily and not so daily Living.
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See later, Loving You Very Much!
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PostSubject: Re: Too sincere to socially survive!   Wed Aug 13, 2014 5:32 pm

Hi,

in a mood of hell.
I know the price for sincerity, but it's not that much.
I do also know how many will be thinking: this hell of a monster, what were you thinking going to achieve then, eh! Look at me, or, better said, look at what I've got (this second complex sentence more in the subconscientious).
I do also see, as Always, much interest to try to paint me in femenine ways.
It's just another prove of hate.
Something that, from you all human, I do accept.
I don't know what I'm doing here.
I don't really know.
I don't believe in the poets clubs words, that words can change the world.
Words...
Words can only change the living of those who do Truly Believe in them, and of those who do want to Believe.
Distance is too large.
Tomorrow coming quite quieter than now, and mainly for just myself.
God Bless.
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