INTERESTING AND BEAUTIFUL FROM EVERYWHERE!

http://www.lavanguardia.com/lacontra/20120521/54296298916/shelley-carson-cierta-herencia-genetica-predispone-a-ser-genio-o-loco.html

Good! Very Good!
It's in spanish, but as it's so easy translation as I think it's INTERESTING, I am posting.
Beyond of mine, about my own experience I'd say I always scaped from reality, but I am not so sure it was because of my father, or only for this. He did not drink, never!, yes so far from perfection but he did not drink, and he was not that much paying attention over me. Maybe disruptions from moments he was coming, for comparing to the other reality when he was not there could have big influence: me trying to Connect Reality, even more STRONG INFLUENCE that one person that "just" want to scape, if we think about one of first sympthomes from creativity: "hiperconectividad" de estímulos, those from the outside or those from inner brains, and all together. Probably.
The Search for Sense of things has been CONSTANT in my life.
From evolutionist perspective, I honestly think this is the Big Motor for Evolution of Social/Colective Consciousness and Knowledge, from the beginning and even before the Human, "primates".
Searching for Sense coming from the Eternal NEEDED Sense as comprehended Reality to Survive on it. Step by step, the way brought us to Much More Developed abilities to Dominate it. Very slowly or very fast, depending on point of view.
Creativity, as it's so Greatly Described in this article, is the Big Ressort, VALUE, TREASURE, POTENCY, to Improve Abilities for the Finding of the Sense.
Obviously, there're not normal situations, when illness can come.
It's so Complex.
There're, I think, through evolution, adquired abilities or any other "rasgos físicos, fisiológicos o mentales heredados" that come together with the opposite or negative reverse, talking evolutionist terms.
I Honestly Think this Article is very Interesting!

Brooke, my of Mine,

just a very modest poem for You.

If there’s something to adore, in life,
it’s you, my sun forever high in the sky;
my gentle lady who’s sharing her smile
as I fall happy on the floor, for one look
into the most beautiful heaven’s glance
that could ever illuminate history of love.




ps: It's Heaven's Brooke!

Brooke,

the last one post, I promise.
The other day I asked my mother for the "noticiario sobre el parte de guera". That's question about situation of everybody in the Family from this land.
And I had to say, to her answer maybe now I need help of some acoustic effects ( ): "Wow, repeat it again to me please. Thank You!"
It was Amazing.



Brooke, I am too Much Invaded by The Love for You!! It's too difficult to talk poems and it's better like this, because it sounds to me like more Sincere and Nearly, Close to You, our Living Friendship and Love!! Love and Frienship!
I Love You, I Love You so Much!!


Have Great Day, Please, I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO WELL TREATED IN MY COMPLETE LIFE, NEVER, MY ANGEL MY ALL OF MINE MY LIVE AND MY HEAVEN!!

Brooke,

"la primavera ha venido y nadie sabe como ha sido".
This is a topic, common place here, looking superfficial but not that much.
I remember when I was a kid I had a comic titled "El arma secreta de Kid Ording". It was story in Far-West city, but from some comical point of view. Helper of sheriff is taken as a criminal called "Quidorning" (words game I can only understand by phonetical sense, but well it was funny, all put together), and he also plays violin. But so Tremendously Bad that when he's called for playing it at parties, communions and things like that ( ), because people also take him as concertist, bright; people becomes like wanting to scape for the pain inside of their ears.
And you can see people in the outside (criminal partners who think our leading man is a killer), very sad for people that was only listening in fact. They say, spanish, "es terriblemente cruel, ahora les estará ofreciendo lo que él llama 'una de sus 'baladas".
It was , but I Liked and Had Fun.



I think these high and lows in long terms enduring passions, are just an answer from our brains. It's IMPOSSIBLE to Handle Highest Levels for All of the time.
No matter situations or conditions, I Honestly Think it's a Selfprotective behaviour from our minds.
And at this moment, I Feel like I could write, in one week and at the same time, "Don Quixote", "Hamlet" and the script of ""2001"; and I am being MODEST!


Some fun!

Those things I've said, Sincerely, it was because of an article from spanish press, Good article, Normal and Usual Position. Good!
But it's just that Position that I refuse as problematic for Good of Society and All Values from its inside: Family, Love, Morality, Art..
I got a little "cascarrabias", but good manners.
Feeling so Good!
I Love You so!!

Hmm... I've Seen a couple of buds going around my table...



ps: It's True. And Reaction is a little slower than before, but still happens. I am going to manage ("man age", yes that is ) those situations a little better balanced. I needed some "bromuro"
Brooke, "el Muro"= "Bromuro"
They gave it to soldiers, too young in headquarters. Evitating fights or, who knows, something Really Much More Terrifying, like Sodomitic tendences.
I honestly think this was the main reason why they looked into our assholes, not methaphore, it's litteral fact; as part of exams for being liutenent.
But the worst moment of all was when official Literally Caught my EGGS wih his hand.
Plastic globe used for already 200.
Or, sorry, forgetting possible exceptions, for already 400.


I Prefer "tocarme los huevos" be done by You or Your Lovely Friends. For Sure!


You See, I am letting Agressive Reaction Go through my words. Now I am not at all agressive. Even Energized, for Victory.
But as this is a Public Post Office, the Problem has to come. As Answer. It's Normal
Difficult to find solution for this.
Well, I am much older and a little wiser. I will only "fight" till only certain level, but no further than this.
I THOUGHT YOU KNEW I LOVE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
You See, this is what Hurts, in fact.
As Happened in 2009 with Aidan Quinn.
Not Words, not in the Middle of the World (do not know the number), it's The Fact You May Think Like that about me.
That Hurt so Much, and still Hurts when Happens.
Well, the worse I said about You was to say I would put Your name to my kitty.
You wore a kitty disguise, so Happy.


- Why do We Always fight?
- I don't know
- ORIGINAL: because We do not Really Believe, and We are Afraid, so Afraid!

And, going into this, I Love You!!
I Win, Ego's Fine, but Sentiment not that Much!!


God Bless You, because I Truly Love You; but if to stay means Bad, I will not; I will only Stay as , to take Modest Care of things; I'll NEVER Forsake Love!!

my GORGEOUS LOVELINESS of Mine


Not going to make much noise in this morning of Yours, but Please let me Stay as I am Watching again that Video for a couple of times more.
I Love How You Shoot and I Love How You Made Steps to the Basket, with that PRECIOUS Knee of Mine injured, Lady of Mine.
Yes, Yes, very me tonight!
It's almost scaring!!


First of All, God Bless Everybody!


This is the Big Re-set my Good Friends!


Brooke, so Lovely You, too much to describe as it must be done!!


ps: Thank You for Messages, I Understand very well, You're so Gentle and if You say, I Do Believe it, about me, Good things; Thank You!!



psII: going to video, "ya", please!

What a morning, my Adored, what a MORNING!
Me Magic Emotions inside because of what You've Made and because of How You Look and Shine like Comet Blinder than the Sun.
And works all around.
And me Feeling New man, I Do remember All the Good, and I Feel Much More Now.
I Love You, I Love You!!

Please, Please, I LOVE YOU!!
Will come back later for sure, my Everything my Angel my Lady my Heart, All!!

HELLO, God Bright New Day!!


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("no era éste el sentido de la punta de flecha " ---> -I did not find other one )


Here is such a Beautiful day.
Reading those NEWS is Blessing Day for Happiness.
Finding Beauty able to be added to Calm Ways to Contemplate it. These are the other News, , because the Beauty is Brooke's!


Some Fun and Peace Going Well.
Loved to Read about Princeton Meetings, so Great. It's so Good, very Good to Keep that Touch!
And tomorrow in the night, those Desk Awards.
I Admit You've Found some face and expression that I honestly think is very similar to mine.
Bravo and Thank You!
God Bless!
Brooke, You're Going to Shine!


Yesterday's night feeling some sad because my little dog was not feeling very well.
But I made my special "hands imposition" and turned into better state.
Dr. said this morning it can be treated. So Important. Well, it's Family's too.


Me Wishing for Desk Papers again too
My brains got some thirsty again for studies. I arrived in the places, but there're so many ones still to be achieved. And I Want it.
Beyond All dramas now, I Want to Feel this Heartbeating, New Rhythms, Real.
I Love You, I Love You!!
Have Great Day, as Always, I will be Thinking of You!!



ps: Feeling so Well Here in this Heart and Mind that I will have to remember some comparisson on degrees, at the very least, or something!!

HEAVEN!!

Thank You for All Today!
For You Heart Opened and mine too, to New Life!!
I'll Stay with You for the rest ( Good Resting Place!! )of my Life, I said.
As songs , counting like from first second in time.
Oh, I'll have to go back for pretty mountain of years.
I am good easy climber about, Power of Love is so Strong!!
I Understood, so Long Time Ago, HOW BLESSING IMPORTANT IT IS, SO MUCH NEEDED!!
Sending, Now that I am More Normal Relaxed ( I just let Spirit fly for a while11 ), Millions Kisses, One very Special, and Hugs, One Totally Eternal!!


Going to Have DIFFERENT EXTRAORDINARY Day, You can Believe!! This Heaven's Alive!!

It's Funny, but Brooke Believe me ( I Do Know ) this is not a game anymore, and it's because who Needed to Believe the Most, in Hope of True Found Love, it was me
I Love You!!

Oh, How Beautiful Surprises!

( )

I wrote another one, today's last. Inspired. At the very least for writing letters.
I Love You!!


Déjame ser sólo uno contigo
y, libres, pertenecernos;
de un modo verdadero y puro
que nos guíe eternamente.

Well, it's All Coming from Love of my heart for You.
How Happy!! All!!!
Love You so Much!!

This is modest poem for You and for Your Beautiful Heart, Dedicated and INSPIRED by You. Hope You Like it.
And also for All People too.


Los ángeles cantan en tu sonrisa.
Es un coro de dulzura,
que copa mis sueños
y me envuelve el alma de verdad.

Es como sentarse en un prado azul
de ilusiones florecientes por doquier,
y nadar en él como eternidad
de la humana esperanza de corazón.

my Angel of Mine,

to be Honest, I Admit I am not really sure about what You were thinking about me ( me), but probably I think You were only trying to make some The Blue Lagoon's fighties.
Conscious or not, that's what I think we were trying for the largest part of time.



ps: This is How I Do Truly Feel!!

my Essence of Living in my vains


I don't know how I'm doing. but entrances are going larger and larger day by day.


How are things?
Thank You for Truly NICE Funny Videos and Pictures from Grease!




My very haired Friend is at dr's. Observation for 24 hs till tomorrow. Then we'll see. He's OK, calm. So Good! Whan an Amazing animal!
Thank You!


God Bless All!
Brooke, Angel Sweetness Lady Hearted All, Big Strong Hug, so strong that almost competitive one ( ), and Tons of Kisses!!
Have Great Day, I Love You!!
It's Time for Good All of the Time, je t'aime, YEAH!!

Hello!!


What a day, yesterday and day before.


More Nices REAL CARE FRIENDSHIP Gifts today. It's so Good. It Makes me Feel so Well.
Companion and Sharing, Confidence.
THANK YOU!



Oh my, yesterday was feeling so energized, Good, that had to go to make some runs at 85% speed limit (CARING! ), Controlling All places I was going by. Good control.
I'll Take All Care that You Want, I Love You!!
I'll even Take More Care, I Swear. I am Feeling so Peaceful.
Thank You!! Thank You so Much!!


I Love You Brooke, I Love You so very Much!!


ps: today it will be a hard working day, because of vacation.
And I am waiting for results from last "analítica" to my little dog. With some luck, maybe medicine has had its good result.
I Hope! I'll say! I am OK!
It's just that get Emotioned when Think about Nice Care!

Good morning!!


I am not sure, but these first entrance words sound strange to me.


How are things? Here quite well.
I've come for a while and Kiss!!


Must go to do things.
Big Hugging for All Day to You, Brooke, Beautiful!!
You're so Sweet when You LOVE that it's DELICIOUS.
I Love You, I Love You!!


ps: God Bless All! Will come for a while later. One Good Hug!!

only wanted to add You're Looking More and More Beautiful to me; so CUTE that Heavenly Kill, Lady Angel.
I Love Your Voice, Your Work, Your Talent and Art!
Yes it's True, I'm Completely in LOVE with All of You
Sense and Feeling, too Good to be True to me, You Bring to my Life.
But it's True, it's True.
You're All I ever Wanted, and Seeing this Happy Day from You, I am Happiest in Life of Mine.
I'm Kissing You for All of the Time Today, when I Hold You.
Oh, I think second part was not necessary, I Do Feel as Holding You, Soul, All Day.
In Spanish, Please,
"pero qué bonita y dulce eres, cada día más. Para ser más bella habría que pedir permiso antes a Dios. Es una broma, pero es lo que siento. Ver esperanza, ilusión, fuerza y algo de la siempre necesaria fantasía, en tu mirada, es todo lo que le pido a la vida.
Bueno, y también que me deje estar siempre contigo. Siempre. Eternamente.
No podría soportar verte marchar. Te necesito. Mi corazón se para si tú no estás. El recuerdo de tu mano en mi mano, y el mirarte como emoción, y el escucharte, el verte allí, ante mí, se ha convertido en el recuerdo más valioso de mi existencia.
Y yo ya sólo viviré para poder repetir de nuevo, algún día, aunque sea un instante, esa culminación de mi ilusión y mi experiencia de vida.
El amanecer sólo trae consigo el sol cuando estás así, aquí conmigo.
La belleza que veo en ti es algo que cambia mi pensamiento, mi visión, de un modo completo.
Me regalas un nacer nuevo, cada vez que vienes a mí.
Te amo. Por todo, completa y perdidamente, sí, te amo."

This time I've been brave and completely, till the last point possible, true about How I Do Feel for You!!



Have Great Day, I am Having!!

Very Real Good things!
I'm Impressed, it's True!
Good Hearted People, Inspiring things that I Do Truly BELIEVE in!
Fascinating to myself, How I am Feeling!
I think I can Normal be Good too!
It sounds weird, maybe, but I've been for too long into loneliness, about ONE HUMAN BEING FACING LIFE, HIS OWN FUTURE TO WORK IN; so long that I did not even know myself anymore. And it scared me.
It's True.
I DID Always Control, but probably because of that fear. I thought it was always necessary. Now it's not, and I Do also Know it was not even then.
It Makes me so Happy.
I can be OPEN TENDER and nothing wrong happens to me or to anyone.
And one critic is not the end of anything.
I Think You're All Truly Friendly!
All the things I've Always Believed in, ALWAYS, my own construction (on giants shoulders made up, for sure, but my own made sure too), Now I Do See I Do Worth it about them and as them as Who I Truly am.
I Honestly think never did any real bad thing.
But I was disconnected.
It started so easy.
It was not only 22. It was also about a character (mine) made by himself along one life.
And the final losing of Hope.
I Recovered myself after the years.
But nothing compared to Feel Heart Opened and away from fear.
I Do Believe You Love me!!
I Do Believe I Love You!!

I Do Believe in Love!!
I Do Have Interiorized Love as Something Truly Common and Natural, and also the fact no one of us can be always perfect, and also that our mistakes can also be, always, the new beginning for something, if We've Got Help for Wise and Will Strong enough for it.
Simply, God Bless!
I did not want to sound very loud, I Hope I did it.

Hello Good Morning my Summer Sweetness, my Adoration


How are things?
I think today going to Family dinner. Well, here We "dinam (quina fam!)" quite sooner than in America. But it's already same word, we're using here, You See.


As I've seen funny things ( nothing about fighting! ), I've been making the same, as Fun. From context from last days, I think I Made things Up Funny Up with BY ("Good bye" tittle of Great Song don't; it's, better said "Good Buy") my own guns. We're all having some Healthy Fun on ourselves at this time, and it's so Good.
It's just Showing Up Healthy Everything, and FRIENDSHIP and CONFIDENCE and TRUST Around about All!


I am Having Fun! Hope I make You and All laugh, some Friend way too!
I Truly Had with All, THANK YOU! FRIENDS!


Good Hearted, and so Funny!!

More understanding from the big magician me ( ),

yes, keeping away from that room (first Video Heaven from Today), for going into LOVE Paradise One!!
Spiritual and Everything One!!


So Great All Videos, from Movies and Songs. Wow!
We're so Alive!
I'm so Thankful for Beauty and Friendship and Freedom!

Hello!!


How are things?
Quite Well, I'm Sure, because of


I'm at work. And just landed and was given new work. It's good.
And car got broken just next to work place, but it's not important and it's on reparation now.
What a beginning!


Brooke, all what I said together and even with lack of sleep and I Love YOU More than ever now!!
Have Great Blessing DESERVED Beautiful and Nice and Sweet Night!!
I Love You!!




ps: I am Feeling Better than ever in my life!! And this coming back to the True Most Peaceful Times in my Life is just because of You!! The Joy and the Love I'm BREATHING, it's Everything for Peace of Heart and Inspiration for Good Living!! I'm Happy!!

Well,

Sending Big Kiss and Hug. Evertything's gonna be All Right!


Brooke, How Beautiful. I Honestly think this actual role can be so Good for You, because it's so Different to All You've Made before, as challenge for an actor.
And very specially, strenght and honesty character need are two very special goals of You.
It's How I See things.


ps: See You again in a while, just for a TeleHug, Going deeper than any other regular one!!

Thank YOU

How Interesting, to See that Introducing to "The disanchanted forest", it's Great.
Make yourself to think about it.
Looking at their eyes, it gets difficult to fix limits between ape and human.
Good Job!


Brooke, I am Truly Peacefulled. Thanks to these Friendship Bonds, I do not feel the call of fight at all anywhere. It's so Important to me, I See. Because this way I can Improve myself, forgetting nonsense competitions.
And I Do Feel True.
Now I'm going for a walk.
It's True I've got wishes for posting some pictures of mine, child. Sharing, Specially with You, Brooke!!
The Truth is that I jus did not care about, more than any other thing. In fact, it's not that much important and I let it go, but want to do.


Well, just Wishing Big Inspiration and Joy to All the Team: Emilie Yetter, David Barnes, Richard Chamberlain, You and All...!


I am going to make some "Crítica de la Razón práctica" now, by walking. Practicing some moves. Down to earth, Walking Well! Thinking well as I'm doing, and more after it. To See that Video Truly Inspired me!
Brooke, I Like You Think I'm sexy!! ( / / / ).
And I Love You Love me!!
God Bless!
I Love You, Brooke, so Much that I Need to Share the breathe of my heart Everyday with You!!





ps: You'll see, We're going to Do Great things TOGETHER!

my Adored my Heart of Mine,


and have Seen One More from Chicago You, so LOVELY also that already made me fall from the chair.
THANK YOU!

I'M EMBRACING YOU SO TIGHT NOW!!
I've got new hat, "Gugi" brand new hat ( ).
It's cute New for the CUTEST You from Pictures.
Now I Need One for Passion from Your Heart. Hmm. Need spanish thinking and writing hat now
I've got it. EMBRIAGADORA FLOR DE VERANO.
This is.
Now for my pride. Hmm.
I've got it. THUNDERNATIONAL JUMP OF PRIDE.
This is.
Now for Sweet Kiss. More Hmms.
I've got it. Spanish, the "hattism". DULCEMENTE ENTRELAZADOS NUESTROS LABIOS.
This is.

I Love You so Much, Brooke!!




PS: You Make me Want to Make my Destiny Up as myself Project, Deeply Shared with You!!