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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Thu Aug 25, 2011 1:37 pm

Magnetism from You to me is Stronger than Infinite G FORCE, Very Happy Smile Smile Very Happy ; You ATTRACT ME in a way I can not explaing or fight.
Never, NEVER, hated.
I SWEAR!
Angry DISSAPEARED.
I am so Surrendered to Your Beauty!
I only Think about BEST FOR YOU, IN MIND AND HEART!
And The Illusion of Have Met You, and Known You, is MORE IMPORTANT THAN AIR I BREATHE.
Here at work, with people around working, I am in this Moment in YOUR UNIVERSE, where YOU are ALL to me.
I Wanted to be that for You!!
Just Want to be the Best Person I can to take care of You, someway, ANYWAY I can!!
I LOVE YOU, BROOKE SHIELDS, HEAVEN IS YOU!!
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Mon Aug 29, 2011 9:21 am

Hello again!


I've just read something about dancing at "The Addams"..
Please take care.
Since my taekwondo years, and basketball later, and more things, I've problems in ankles and knees. I know how injuries can make things like dancing a little difficult.
As I See, You're STRONG, as I Knew! flower

Brooke..! So Much! flower
love smiley love smiley

PS: I've got some question in the youtube about one video of You. I will try to answer in the evening. Smile Smile ( Question --> Exclamation Very Happy Very Happy )
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Mon Aug 29, 2011 10:00 am

Brooke, Here is Ten o'clock!!
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Mon Aug 29, 2011 7:55 pm

Hola!

I came ready to talk about my fear.
Now I know Nothing will change, Love will not change, whatever happens!
What You Feel for me, Anything, whatever happens or I do, will Never Change!!
You are so Wise and Strong!
You are, even more, Love!

I've lost fear about Lost!
But it does not feel good to talk about I am not good.
It's not for Present (WELL KNOWN!), it's about JUST TWO PEOPLE!!
But I Promise will not Talk about it again, Never!!
love smiley love smiley flower

Now I will "use" the Truth!
When I left Feinstein's, I was quite Calm. I Was in Trance! When I Woke up, by "real world" things, and Understanding I had to go, I started to be nervous, until I crossed the Door. Not after that!
I HONESTLY LEFT THAT WAY BECAUSE IT'S WHAT I HONESTLY THOUGHT I HAD TO DO!
ALL THINGS FROM BEFORE THAT TIME SHOWED ME UP THAT WAS MY WAY!!
I SWEAR ALL THESE THINGS FOR THE MOST SACRED!!
I SWEAR, BROOKE!
And I Never Wanted to attempt against Your Respect as Who You are, and MUCH LESS PUBLIC EYES!
I CAN SWEAR IT TOO!!

Music I am listening to... Not much Meaning, just Findind Something!


I am Feeling Quite Well about myself; Want to Study!
Want to Do Something Good for myself, Something Useful and Good for the World! My finis-lines, they're probably beyond my reach, but I'll Try for the Best Ever!
wave action smiley
party smiley Auto-me! party smiley
Smile Very Happy Very Happy Smile

Now I Know do not Need Demonstrations.
Now I Swear Only Wanted to Talk to You and Confess my Love when I came!!
Did not Want to hurt or bad things like that! Or being Rude!
Just Confess the Dream of my Life!
If there're People Who Liked it, and if these Eternal Dream of Love, as the Love is Forever, Helped Anybody for Good, then I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR ALL!!
I am so Serious and so Crazy!!
I am so Realistic, I am so TOO MUCH ON EARTH!
I am TOO MUCH ROMANTIC for All that I am!!
And I Love You!! flower
GOD BLESS YOU! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Wed Aug 31, 2011 8:47 am

Hola, Buenaas!!
How are things, Sweetest!
Smile flower Smile

Hey, this Peaceful Place, Hope and Beauty when I Come!!
After good rest, this Place is Brooke!! Now I said everything!
I Love You for Eternity!! flower
God Bless You!! flower
love smiley love smiley

PS: I really hope not big hüpfen jumpy smiley later in the morning, because we know what used to happend when the starts are so quietly done. Smile Very Happy Very Happy Smile
No, no, in any case just in crescendo, but not breaking zones.
I Think I am Finally Balancing things, pretty enough, but not enough.
flower Brooke, Your Freedom is my Peace! I Love You!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Fri Sep 02, 2011 2:56 pm



- I am very excited, because I think I look so special, even with "bigotis"

- Te hacen macho.

- But I think distance between my nose and my mouth is longer than the middle distance, and I think I may look like an "evolutioned" monkey

- Te hacen macho

- But my mom and my sisters told me I look good, so surprised, in the photo

- Te hacen macho

- But may Brooke will not think the same about moustache of mine when She see me

- Te hacen macho

- QUIERES HACER EL FAVOR DE CALLAR DE UNA VEZ! Mad Shocked

- ... rolleeye smiley Macho.

- cheers


It was a try! wave flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Fri Sep 02, 2011 7:04 pm

I Think my mind and my Heart are working right Now!! love love smiley flower
It's about Love, Pure and Opened to All skies, and One! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Sat Sep 03, 2011 1:52 pm

My Adored and Forever Wished Angel of Sweetness,


I had a mathematic problem.
What's, if possible, the result of Sensuality+GOODNESS+Sexy as Hell+BEAUTIFUL AS HEAVEN+LOVELY+CANDID+SWEETNESS+HUMOR SENSE TO HEAL EVERYTHING.
I had a TERRIFIC Problem, specially in the nights Very Happy Smile flower , thinking about Iting.
And Today I've Finally got the Answer!
I Honestly think no more words are really needed Now and Today. cheekey smiley affraid geek

Pero por el Amor de Dios, de dónde salió usted, Señora mía!
Claro, lo cierto es que hoy pude comprobar que en realidad, tan modestamente como siempre, o casi Very Happy Smile , no conocía el CIELO!!
Pero es que Usted no viene del Cielo, Toda su Esencia, Perfume y Piel, se hallan en su rostro, su cuerpo y su Alma.
La Amo, Señora!

Gracias por concederme, una vez más, un nuevo Sueño.


I do not want to make many jokes today, because I am afraid I can not CONTROL my "hand".
Smile Very Happy Very Happy Smile

Certainly, You are Too Much for me. hüpfen jumpy smiley Yeah, Hey, that's what I LIIIKKE!! hüpfen jumpy smiley
You're Passion Angel! Smile
cheekey smiley hüpfen jumpy smiley
love smiley love smiley

Y que par de "mejillas" tienes, Coraje es palabra que debiste escribir por primera vez tú en el diccionario, en cualquier idioma que te pareciere oportuno desde hoy y desde siempre, for Eternity, my Woman!
I am really action smiley tongue smiley
party smiley party smiley party smiley

Angel, Angel, Angel; How BRIGHT WOMAN!!
I Love You, I Love You MUCHÍSIMO, MORE AND MORE EACH SIMPLE DAY!!
love smiley love smiley

You are Truly my love smiley Please Never go and Never let me go!! Taking back all words about the fact I am not good for You, Please Stay Forever with Me!!
You, as years go passing by, Touch my Heart much more inside the Deepest of my soul; the way You've Grown up, it's Much more to me than ever, this Today of You!!
You know, will Need Exercising, talking true about muscles and heart.
And mind, Reading or Something.
I have to assimilate Your Looks (and beyond to the inner You) on Peace, while Passion Stay for pretty longer time than a day!
God Bless You, because You are the Angel I had been Looking for all my life to Love, to be Given and to Give shelter and Passion for the Living!!
YOU ARE PERFECT! flower For Heaven and for Everything, You are!!
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Sun Sep 04, 2011 3:51 pm

Hello, Hola i Bon Tot!
Smile flower Smile

I've just coming from new movie trailer, "The Greening of Whitney Brown", I am Honestly Wishing for Watch the Movie!
It Truly Looks very Good!
Brooke, I Love to See You in the Country, and All Natural things There around!! Truly, I Think it's Nice Movie, and Message from it, SPECIALLY FOR YOUNG PEOPLE, I Like very Much!
love love smiley flower
action smiley action smiley action smiley
Smile

And, Brooke, You Look so Beautifully GORGEOUS! cheekey smiley
love smiley love smiley

Some Peace, some Jokes and Some Love from Youtube videos!
Yesterday, Your Pictures, Touched me!!
I am with no many wills to talk very much, just Coming is Beautiful to me!
And to Try to Imagine How You're Feeling..
I Wish Everybody Great Day, Brooke, my Lovely Angel, Passion Heart!!
I can not take out of my head Beautiful Message from Movie, and it's True!
It Inspires me, even affraid for Classic Music! Very Happy cheekey smiley Laughing
These are Real News of the day about me! wave action smiley
Love so Much that Pictured Nature! Yes, if You weren't There I would not React as passionate as Now, but Believe me, You There in the middle of that Beautiful Light, and Green Nature, and Plays and Childhood and Animals and some Return to Innocence from the plot of it All...
I LIKE IT VERY MUCH!
Well, probably it's because I am really Toushéd Smile Very Happy Very Happy Smile from yesterday; but I Like it, very Much, like it Was my Favorite Atmosphere for Good Living, some kind of Modern Paradise, at the very least to Be Dreamed!!
Brooke.. Brooke!
I Love You, God Bless You, because my Life just Started from Your Smile and the Goodness of Your Heart; even Beyond Passion of Love, there's the Soul We Share in this Love! flower
But Believe me, yesterday was one of those days when You Appeared more SEXY RED LOVE to me, in Touch, on Air, with Your Lips!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Mon Sep 05, 2011 8:42 am

Good Morning, my Beloved,
Smile flower Smile

Had You a good weekend, I really think so. I did. Good and calming time.
ejem, and some highs too..
Smile Very Happy Very Happy Smile

Today I'll try to contact one of best teachers I ever had, by the internet. History of philosophy. Need it, to Know Much more.
I said he was one of the best because he understood me, and he helped me to Learn!
Good things of my life I Like to share so Much with You!!
Brooke, I Always Thought and Felt, as Much as I Knew You were You, You'd Understand me. I Always Felt like only You could be the only person in the world who could understand me completely, All of me!!
I Always Felt that way!!
Now I also Know it!
Brooke, nobody's perfect, but You shouldn't be so near to that for me; because it makes me Love You too Much, so Much that it's Heaven and Paradise and the Truth for my Life!
I Love You very Much, MUCHO, MUCHO, MOLTÍSSIM!! flower
God Bless You! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Mon Sep 05, 2011 12:43 pm

Brooke,

I've been watching a video from this day about You, Beautiful.
Connecting, I watched some other ones, very Beautiful and made with very Good Intentionsl, from past times.
Gone and Forgotten All wave Pride of mine" from the past!
Please!
I am Salvador Rodríguez Barceló, and very proud of being who I am, and Learnt the True Concept of Honest Modesty.
I know You were not a soldier in those fights, but Your Friends and Fans.
Sorry for not Understanding the Difference!!
I should, for Love!!
But I did not. It was Truly Difficult All, Brooke, very Difficult to Understand and to Reach by Common Sense.
I think All Got out from that.
Now, I Look at it as Funny.
I have Grown a lot.
For STUPID fights of mine, and for Coming in Person and See You!!
It's like when You have not read the Book of Life yet, but You have Seen it, so Clear and Real.
Sense, Mature, Confidence, Meaning for a Life.
All those things Gave me those moments Next and Close to You, phyisically.
In All there's Evolution.
I can Feel the Same, but Much better than those days, so Much Better Me, Now from "distances".
By Technology!
Hey Technology of mine, between a Horse and a Poem, there's You!
Smile Very Happy Very Happy Smile

Using wave for Express what Makes Sense to me. It's True, and Real. Beauty!
Paradise as Love, what I Always Dreamed!
I am Going on and on, in my Life. Will Try to Be the best I can. Not for Ego, but for Responsability!
RESPONSABILITY I Always could Demonstrate in my life, Excepting many Moments Here in the past!
But that Changed, as I Promised You!
I Love You!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Tue Sep 06, 2011 1:07 pm

Shocked Smile Very Happy

Yes, because (...) Smile Laughing Smile I have been thinking about posts ( cheekey smiley and too much mental party smiley )...
And as Now I Feel All as Real as it is. Ejem, well poems did not work in my mind this morning.
The only thing I may like,
"eres más que preciosa que los pétalos de las flores de los mil y un colores de la tierra".


It's just that, as the way I am and my Mind Grew up, after this I'd only know to be Real Touch.
I said it!
I know Dr. Zhivago Improved very Much his poems after that.
Well, maybe that's my last Inner Step, or at the very least the next to go up.
I'll Do too!!
But I Love You so Much!!
How Good I am Feeling, so Crazy and True and Embarassed and flower
I Love You very Much!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Tue Sep 06, 2011 2:32 pm

Brooke,

after that Talk, Do You really Want me to Stay. There're so Many Years to go through this way. Maybe too much time.
I am starting to get tired about mixing with thirds, talking for things they say.
You don't say anything clear, as usual, but I Have to "ADIVINAR" You Want me to Stay.
I Know Bonds and Good Feelings, but I am not Sure about Reasons You may Have for me to Stay.
Maybe for You, just for You and Your People, You'd Prefer I'd Go out from Here.
Too Much noise could be too heavy. I am Thinking about it.
I will not break any more the Love.
But if it You Feel it's broken..
The Magic, some kind of still alive Purity...
I was Playing, not Offending by sexy pictures.
But in the past, even my own pictures... Not always kind intentions. I KNOW!!
I will Always Love You, but I Know Time can make things much harder and heavier, day by day and after day. It's since 2006 You are Handling the entire thing...
It's Much Very Happy Very Happy Very Happy

Anything You May Say, I WILL LOVE YOU BY THE GOODNESS AND THE PEACE!!
love smiley love smiley
You are One to my Heart to me!!
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Tue Sep 06, 2011 8:01 pm

Hello!

I do not have idea about what to do, but that's OK!
This is like lessons for the living. Without plans, without shoes, without wheels, without glasses, without "pantalones"...
Ha, this is quite new, and Teaching Soul and Heart!
I feel the same as when I had to learn to "swim".
This is Frightening!
And it's Good!


And THANK YOU for some Pictures, Brooke and Family now New, but so Good!


I am not much Embarassed , but I am angry about my weakness (it's FIRE when I think about it), still, yes, and I will not forgive me by now for all I said.
I HATE Brooke, and People and Friends too, but so Much Brooke, had Seen me as had Seen me.
And I can not forget it by now.

You See me as Victim!
And I Hate it, I can not help it!

Well, these are the most primitive pulsions from deep inside of me, not Feelings from my heart.
I See over All of it, and I understand myself, and hope You can understand.
And I do not hate anybody, but it's All so Different to the way I had Dreamed.
HEY, WAKE UP, THIS IS LIFE!

My father Admired me. It's True, and he was afraid of me too. He was afraid of Everything. It's True.
And as long as I felt it as a fight, I can not handle to be seen as victim.
He was jealous of me, but after years, understanding All from his past and All around too in the Family, and my character, I CAN UNDERSTAND HIM, I CAN FEEL HOW HE FELT!
I FORGAVE HIM LONG TIME AGO.
Those lessons made me stronger.
Not that much to see he as dictator for my mother and sisters at home.
That hurts, but he was hurt too. I do not forget words I said about what I could have done. It's True. I admit now, after the time.
It's so Bad to Talk about those things.
Brooke Inspiration, as some kind of Hope Helped a lot to stop me for something really bad. I said it. Before things came too tough, he became more weak, and he was ill.
I don't know if I had been able to do something to that level, hot blood, of course, only.

Nobody ever treated me as a victim.
And I am so sorry for telling it, thinking about people who may have suffered bad things in their past living, but I can not admit that from me.
If this is the last path to Mature, I think I will not be able to take it in my life.
Those things influenced me, for very bad, but it was not so bad, at the very least until he became older. He lost his mind, could not admit we, sisters and me, were grown people.
Thanks God, things ended well.
When I was a child, I did not love him, but I was not more frightened from him than many other boys I knew.
Yes, SO UNFORTENETELY, THIS IS LIFE.
So Usual in the Past.
Fathers did what did had learnt.
Now I think things have changed, at the very least in places were Education has changed for Good.
I Do Believe in Freedom, but, one thing, I Do Believe in Rules and RESPONSABILITY for children. SO IMPORTANT!
Maybe that last thing was the worst made by my parents, father and mother.

Well, after this soo "big" talking, I am better.
Just Told the Truth about How I am Feeling!
And after all this TERRIFIC inner emotions for a life, You All can Understand Much better why I Hate so Much Violence and Discrimination and Hate.
Yes, Hate Hate. Crazy but, as Human, just Part of the Entire Thing. We're not perfect.
I do not hate People, but I hate many things from the living.

I have not lost Hope, it's the Most Important to me!
Fight Spirit, for Goodness Now, is my Salvation!
And I Swear, I Love You All, as Sisters and Brothers in this Big Land.
We'll never be perfect, but we can fight so much for Goodness and Justice and Love!
I am not that leader, but I think there're many Good Ones. All Together!
love love smiley flower

One thing is for Sure, I will Work on all those things, and Study, and Art too! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Thu Sep 15, 2011 8:47 am

love smiley Hello Brooke love smiley !
Smile flower Smile
Just coming from videos. How Nice, the fogg was already mystic, and quite useful, in that one! Smile
Your Lovely Face from Calvin Klein, How Lovely; I'll have to Watch again to Know the Words! Smile
Thank You, God Bless You!
love love smiley flower

Brooke, I Love You, Peace, Romanticism as Inspiration for Good, Ilussion, Hope, Family and All! flower
I Love You so Much!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Thu Sep 15, 2011 7:02 pm

Just as All I'm saying is Always for Good, wanted to say that those Smile Smile about games I did for good sense. I Honestly think it's not very nice to spend all day Here playing my ball games on the table, that's All!
Just about beind Kind and about Respecting You the Best I Know, Brooke!!
Now the "bad so good thing": do not worry, in my closet I am keeping SO ALIVE affraid a lot of Nice things for You!!
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Hey! Just for Love!! I Love You very Much, Lady, very Much!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Fri Sep 16, 2011 8:44 am

Hola! love smiley Smile love smiley
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I am here, sat on my very Singular Seat (for the number of seats but also for the person on it) Smile Very Happy Very Happy Smile, and going to a short meeting at work.
Brooke, You are Love, and "mein 99 'balloon'" is made up by Your Beauty, and Flies to the Sky and to the Stars Every Night!
Smile flower Smile
Too Feet on Earth, Too in Love Forever!!
I have to say I could not see the Sure Beautiful Picture from Marcos FRIEND, because of security issues here. Oh my, I am Mad , but I will See out of work, and that's Amazing and Exciting for Good; as more Beautiful Videos!
Thank You, God Bless You All!
Brooke, when I am reading Now, I can touch those Inspirational Moments, like Running Free on the thoughts of author and also mine; it's EXCITING RACE FOR GOOD!
Not Competition!
I Honestly Admire You so Much, You're so BRIGHT, I Always Knew, even when You were just a little kid. Oh my, but what a KID! TREMENDOUS!
I Love You!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Sat Sep 17, 2011 2:51 pm

When I talked about what others may say, I was talking about Love's Intimacy, more than any other thing.
It's not about opinion that I Real Have from myself, Good Enough, it's about Intimacy!! But as long it's impossible, and as long it's the only thing We Have, I Take the Chance, because I Truly Know what's Feeling Appart, Totally, from You, Totally out of Comunication! It's so Tough, so Tough to heart mind and soul! And with it, and Now in a Different Position, Much More Important than the first argument, there's the Fact of Love as Love, nothing else! This is All We Have, and I am Taking the Chance for the Best!
True Love will Last Forever, Trule Love Will Live forever in the Heart!!
And I must be so THANKFUL! I've got my own and Private Life, but this Place is the Nearest One I Know to Heaven, and not talking about my words, it's about the Spirit Created by All, All of You, my Princess, my Sweet Brooke! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Tue Sep 20, 2011 12:37 pm

And now going back to work and to think about studies and about what's the best possible: just too much responsible for so much irresponsability, "innate", of mine!
Well, I Love You, God Bless You and All of You!! flower
Mind is Truly WORKING out WELL, about Thinking, and that's so GOOD for FEELINGS!!
HEALTHY LOVE, HEALTHY ALL FOR THE LIVING, I LOVE YOU! flower
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PS: wave just for times when it's needed!
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Wed Sep 21, 2011 2:34 pm

Hello, Hola!
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Trying to keep some images about You away from my mind, to be able to talk normal.
Smile Very Happy Shocked Smile
Some funny: going to brush my teeth today to dentist. I have to be very Polite at the table, in Every Way! flower
love smiley love smiley

Today, I took my sister to doctor, she's going to be OK very soon. But we were in a hurry, and a lady, neighbor, came to us and caught my sister's arm to help, and she said to my sister "mirau que és de guapo"...
I promise I did not say hurray as into the hurry I was. Laughing
Usually, I would have almost stopped steps to be well Seen, would have walked slower.
Yes, yes... wave action smiley
I was Much more Worried about what I had to be worried taking care.
I am going, I mean, "amb el cor a la mà", do not look for anything else in this life but Good Emotions, far from my usual SELFISH from the past.
That's the past, and for one time, I do not miss it at all.
Some things from the Past are Good to remember, but other ones not at all.
Brooke, I am Here JUST for GOOD, BETTER and ALL BEST I Honestly can!!
I Love You, I Love You so Much! flower
love smiley love smiley

PS: I am going to Work with the Heart and Responsability too! That's All I Care about, as the Love!!
But will come to Listen to those Videos!
cheers Like a Star @ heaven cheers
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Thu Sep 22, 2011 8:52 am

Brooke,
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what I am doing is what I always wanted to do, deep into the thinking and for Useful and for Good, and for me too!
Smile You Made me Grow Up so Much, Brooke, yes You Did, Lady, my Angel, my Heart!! Smile
You Gave me the Joy and the Peace I Needed!!
I Love You, Yes I Love You!! flower
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Thu Sep 22, 2011 6:27 pm

Brooke love smiley flower ,

I honestly think the first and most important apologise from me must come from being always so paternalist. In a way sometimes stupid.
I am not Feeling guilty for anything now, despite of low moment, but that what I say is a Real Fact.
Not TOO wave BROOKE FLATTERING, but neither that other thing.
The Good Ways!
I am going to concentrate myself for Study this evening, and make some exercise.
No matter what I said, ever never, I LOVE YOU!!
Today, until The Blue Lagoon Post, I had not a single second intention. Neither Dedicated Song, I Love that song!
Hey, I Love You!!
Even quite Sure about the Fact I am not the best Friend (second reading now: Admitting the fact I am not perfect Mad Smile ) , I Love You!!
Maturity Helped, IS HELPING, A LOT, TONS OF HELP, TODAY!!
Recent New Ways, so Good so Soon!
Well, the Naked thing... I can not do anything, mature or not, about it.

Brooke, Going to Be Ok Today, just need some walking, some shower and some Study, and tomorrow will be another Day!
God Bless Us All, nothing about coincidences, JUST ALL ABOUT LOVE! flower
I Love You, Brooke, I Love You!! flower
love smiley love smiley
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Fri Sep 23, 2011 9:06 am

Hello!
Smile flower Smile

Always a Flower for You!
I think, someway (not conscient way), I've been preparing my going out of here.
Now I am doing it very Clearly.
All things said and done, will remain forever in my mind, for Good and for Bad.
I think I demonstrated I can handle this Naked ways Facing all "nice" (will never use bad words with You, I am too "old times" about it) things ALL (All means ALL) Told me.
We killed Almost All Innocence in me. All Together, including myself.
All things said, can only mean You do not Love me.
I Wanted to Follow the Dream, as Vero Lied to me about this Feeling from You.
And All "Never Direct" but "Always Hope Probabilities" Messages too.
"La fuerza del cariño", with Natalie Portman. She Clearly tells the boy "I don't Love You".
Well, by different ways, I've captured the idea.
All things Said, can only Mean that.
But I Honestly think You Appreciate me, someway.
It's not the fact that You and Aidan Quinn meant that representation, "talking" to me, and it's not the fact I supposed to be violated by three guys, or being GAY.
You said it under Public Eye!
If any guy or woman tries to come near to me with those intentions... Well, You can imagine what could happen to him or to her.
Well, talking about Surviving, not about Violence.
My father did not "violate" anybody, do not worry for that. He did not abuse sexually on me either. Nobody did it. Be Quiet!

Well, Yesterday something so Bad was removed inside of me.
I can hardly believe in anything now.
Well, that's what anybody would do, after these past 6 years, and after a lifetime of living lies everywhere I look at and see (me too, of course).
But I will not.
I Know There're Feelings that Do Worth Fight for and Do Anything for them.
But to Stay Here for more time... I do not think that's doing anything good.
My Pride, my Intelligence, my Honor, my Intimacy had been too Much Insulted.
And I do not Want to Bring my badness Here.

Despite of All, I Love You!
I Know You Never took me as Serious thing, neither possible friend of course.
We could think it's because You truly think You are Much Higher than me, Socially and Everything, but I think it's more than this because You Always thought I'd do it.
I Honestly Think You Wanted I did it, and so long time ago, not just today.
It would be a real shame to go out with these words, for All.
Because Beauty Sometimes Existed, in our Memories, or just mine, Probably, as some verses say, Do not Deserve it.
Neither People, after all.
Missunderstanding is Total Losing of Communication, and this is the Prison of Soul, and its Death!
Well, taking it to Extreme.
I do not want to reach that Extreme.
I will Work for Good as soon as I can again.
And after my Last Confession (yesterday I was thinking about it, how long time passed), I will Go out FOREVER!
Brooke, You do not Love me, and I Understand very Well.
Many girls loved me, that part is well done in my life.
Smile Smile
Do not worry for that. I am Much more Worried now about working for Good.
But I honestly think I need to be alone, appart from people, because when relations take deeper places, with some People or Here but Opened to the World, I am Hurt for too many times, and this thing I can handle, but Disturbs and Kills my Creativity and my Thinking, the best I can Do.
Well, maybe it will not be that Much.
But if this Influence I am feeling around this place is on its place (I am not so important), maybe someday somebody will listen to my words.
Now I am sure nobody will do.
I will keep my written notes and pages well saved, just in case for the future.
I will Publicate something, for sure.
It will be Good, but if it's Too Much Good, will die as nothing among many other texts.
Well, this do not mean I don't want to fight anymore.

Brooke, I'd Do Anything for Love (or, better said, I'd have Done Anything), but I will not Do that, staying Here hurting.
Somehow, I will Go on Save.
In Any Case, I KEEP MY PROMISE. IF YOU EVER NEEDED ME, I SWEAR YOU WILL HAVE MY HELPING HAND!
Well, the Lowest Probability in the Universe does not mean TOTALLY NOT POSSIBLE, don't You think?
Anyway, that's a Debt I recognize with You, and it Will ALWAYS EXIST!

As that kind of HEAVENLY LOVE, in HEAVEN!
love smiley love smiley flower

ps: I HONESTLY THINK I HAVE TO GO! IT'S QUITE CLEAR WHAT I HAVE TO DO!
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Thu Sep 29, 2011 2:09 pm

Hello Again Angel!
Smile flower Smile


Peace of the Heart, Please!
Talking about my Living!
That broken bond with my father. Obviously, He did not abuse or anything Sexual, but he was so Far from my Sensitivity.
I Mean, not talking like King of Evolution or EVIL things like that, NO!!!
But I was a child, it's True, and in my mind I am sure about those fears from mother and his shouting and all those things. I am sure I always remembered those things when child.
I was not Afraid from him. I was blind for the rage when said those things, and I am so SORRY, SO SORRY BROOKE!!
I just did not Want him.
AND I AM SO SORRY FOR THAT TOO!
Then, that lack of Love Turned into Loss of Confidence into Society, including the fact I maybe different (and not always as Good thing, NOT AT ALL!).
Mixing it with too Sensitive Ways from my nature and from Too Much Protective Family (mother, grandmother, grandfather, uncle...).
That was All!
But as at the same Time I was THE KING. And as I Grew Older up "could See", yes I ws Attractive to All People, I thought I could Have Anything (even Teachers said it up Clear).
The fact of Being Attractive to People is not Always Good, NOT AT ALL!
Girls can be Heavy to handle, Guys can be dangerous and stalking ways like what Michael Jackson says in "Beat it": "they did not want to see his face anymore there".
Those things, my own character, my DISSAPOINTING IN THE MIDDLE OF HISTORY, THE WORLD AND HUMAN NATURE AND PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS MADE THE REST FOR MY SELFCLOSING CONSCIENCE!
NOT WISE, JUST HUMAN!
I THOUGHT I HAD THE RIGHT TO HAVE BROOKE, NOT OWN BROOKE, BUT TO HAVE BROOKE AS MY WIFE!!
It was HARD because ALL MEANING FROM EXISTENCE, FROM THE DEEPEST, WHEN I BECAME OLDER, CAME FROM THAT, AND THE LOSING EXPERIENCE HAS BEEN MORE PAINFUL THAN ANY MOVIE OR TALK!
For this, for Vital Dissapointing, for Fear, for Feeling of Loss, and Lost too, and for Have Understood what Empathy Means for Human Life, I am so Sensitive about All People who Suffer, like me and like us All!
But there're Pains Much more Harder to Handle than others!
And I can Clearly See it!
So, if with these Open Heart and Words, and Love, it's True, the Most Important and Only, LOVE; I can Help or Anything for All People, I AM BLESSED!
I DON'T WANT TO BE A ROMAN GOD, OR EINSTEIN OR JOHN WAYNE OR BRANDO OR NEWMAN OR NOBODY!
JUST WANT TO BE A HUMAN BEING, FULFILLED BY ALL GOOD THINGS THIS CONCEP MEANS AND, SO SPECIALLY, BY THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL NEXT TO LOVE: HOPE FOR THE FUTURE AS THE REAL POSSIBILITY TO FIND A WAY HAND ON HAND WITH ALL OTHER HUMAN BEINGS: REAL, PHYSICAL AND MOST IMPORTANTLY: SPIRITUAL, SPIRITUAL AND FROM THE SOUL!
THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO THE FUTURE!
WE MAY CAN NOT DO ANYTHING WE WANT, BUT WE CAN RUN FOR FINDING THE ALGEBRAIC LIMIT OF LOVE!
I LOVE YOU!
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PostSubject: Re: My feelings!!   Fri Sep 30, 2011 1:51 pm

Thank YOU, I Love You so Much my Honey Angel! flower
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